I gave the car key and bag to Arine, took Cheenu's things, and ran towards them. But in between, someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards the wall. For an instant I forgot everything, then I realized it was him. At that lost moment, I grabbed his hand and locked him. My leg is around wrapping his head and I'm pointing a sharp knife towards his neck. I quickly take off the knife and leg from him. kneeled and apologized.
"Sorry I didn't realize it was you. Did I hurt you?"
"you are so strong babe and have good reflexes, but it hurts"
"I'm sorry, I have little strong reflex so I act without analyzing and looking around. It's my mistake, please forgive me?, wait you're bleeding," I'm so worried while seeing blood on his neck, the blade is sharp. I usually keep some sharp gadgets with me. Because I'm always alone to protect myself. But this time, it went wrong. My eyes are getting teary. I hurt someone that I love for so long. My motivation and inspiration. It hurts.
"Hey, why are you crying? I'm really fine. It's just a minor cut, not that deep look?"
"but it hurts right. Come let's go to the hospital. We need to dress this cut." I unknowingly grabbed his hand and pulled him outside. But he pulled me closer to him. "I'm ok! don't get stressed, this is a small cut babe." I slowly touched the wound with teary eyes. He hissed. "You are lying, please let's go to the hospital." he hugged me and said, "I can see that you're worried but babe it's really a slight cut and if you need it, we can just put a Band-Aid on it. okay? then, this is the first time I've seen someone fighting like this. You're a fighter". I hit his chest, "stop joking. Let's dress this first." "While holding you like this, it is not hurting anymore. I think it's already healed." At that instead I realized I'm hugging him in worry and burying my crying face in his chest. I pulled off. "sorry I didn't realize that I'm hugging you," bowed and stepped back.
"I need to go," grabbed Cheenu's bottle and toys and ran from there. But in my mind are all his wounds. Finally found Mariam and gave the things back. All the way back to the parking lot I was looking for him but couldn't find him. Arine might be so tense, that while scrolling through the phone I saw continuous missed calls from her. I, unfortunately, went into silent mode while taking care of Cheenu. I called her back and said I'm on my way. But I wanna see him. It must be hurting. I need to say sorry but I'm definitely not gonna see him again. My mind is going out of control, eyes are still searching for him. "What happened Natasha you okay? Worrying about something?" I shook my head and told her to drop me home. I think she realized I'm worried about something but didn't ask about it again. She knows me well. When headed out of the car, I just waved and went directly to the bed. I'm missing him, still don't know why I hugged him but worried to death thinking about the wound. I wish to hear his sound. It's better to write or listen to music that will make me better. But suddenly the bell rang!!!
It's already late at night, do I have to open the door? I took my hairpin and tied the hair and went towards the door. "Hai," it is Arine. I took a deep breath. "What happened, babe?"
"I missed you, and need to tell you something"
"Don't talk about Ron. I don't want to hear about him anymore. If it is something other than him, I will listen!"
"It's about Dae-Seong." "what's with him?" "He seemed sad when the event started. So gloomy after some time he went out, other members were so worried but later he came with Byung-Ho and the atmosphere completely changed, happy and even blushing. Dal Oppa said that Seong was acting strangely for a second. Seong Oppa usually smiles very little but it's the first time we are seeing him blushing. What will be the reason, babe?"
"How could I know?"
"definitely you should know?" She looks at me a little weirdly.
"you both are wearing the same flower crown. How's that happened? hha?" I shuttered, I don't know how to say all the things to her but I have to.
"it's babe, I….," I confessed everything to her. You won't believe what she did to me. She slapped me for hurting him, a tight slap on my hand. It really hurt. The next step, of course, is the same thing you guys guessed: kiss and hug. But the next thing is the worst one, the shower of questions. I don't understand why she is so excited. Obviously, I'm the one who should be excited but I'm worrying to death, missing him and when I think about him, the reality hits that he is an idol and was definitely flirting and not gonna call or think about me anymore. "you hugged him. So lucky". "stop Arine, I told you I have a crush on him. Whenever I hear this I feel bad and worried. In reality, he will not gonna come to me again, so stop it." I knew she understood my situation. "ok what about a drink? Shall we?'' We went to the nearest bar and had some shots. And she sends me back to my apartment by taxi.
The next morning I woke up with a hard headache and went to the washroom but, "what?????"