'KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!
Who's outside?
Unexpectedly because of my carelessness, this house became a battlefield.
Am I going to die?
I don't regret if I die now because I have told her my love for her.
I'm grateful to have met him.
[Matsuda Fuyuki] My first love.
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In my heart, I was very scared when I saw the knife in his left hand being swung. But, I have to be strong and can't let Fuyuki get stabbed again.
I keep spreading this hand while my legs are shaking and numb, it's bad that he's getting closer.
"Get out of the way."
"Not."
"Please step aside-"
"Not!!"
"Uhm, get out of the way!!"
"Nooo!!!"
He grabbed my hand and dragged me to the side.
Then I who fell because of this drag grabbed her leg and knocked her down as she was about to stab Fuyuki with a knife.
I was forced to step on it and kick it while I told Fuyuki to get up.
However-
He's up again!!
"This time I'm telling you one last time. If you don't follow my orders, I'll kill you too."
"...."
Fuyuki please wake up, I lightly patted his cheek.
Fuyuki is still fast asleep *Probably a drug effect!
I fell silent and dared to fight him.
I'm the only one who can fight it.
"Ming-"
"I won't step aside!!" Uh, what am I doing here!? I instead got in front of Fuyuki and hugged him. My face was close and blushed.
He was silent for a moment at my strange behavior.
"I won't step aside, I won't leave him, because I promised him."
He started to approach us...
"I will protect him."
"...."
"Ayami," Fuyuki looked delirious...
"I met him with great fear. Slowly I got to know him better, although, within a few hours, I felt such great kindness in him. I could not bear to see him endure the pain, awkward, stiff, and shy to ask me for help. I'm fed up! I can't turn away from him anymore...."
I'll continue this scolding later, he is getting closer and wants to point the knife at me. But-
I'll just continue! "Ayami, Ayami..." The delirious-looking Fuyuki started to wink.
"I'm so grateful to have met him, I'm so glad someone like him is by my side, I don't want to lose someone like him. Because..., I love him."
The mysterious person immediately stabbed a knife into my back until it penetrated my stomach.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKHHHHHH!!!!" was this the pain Fuyuki was feeling right now?
Fuyuki woke up hearing my scream.
He was so shocked, and-
"A-ya-mi!" He came to his senses, my body was completely stuck covering Fuyuki's body
"Fu-yu-ki," my voice was shattered by this man's stab. I held Fuyuki's face which was so warm. "Don't die, get out of here as soon as you wake up."
He stabbed me again...
I vomited some blood from my mouth.
"What's this?" Fuyuki hasn't seen the person behind me because my body is covering it.
Bad!! I was not strong anymore ...
The last seconds before falling I have to say.
I whispered into his ear "I love you."
I'm glad I told him this.
I'm relieved if I can die when I've loved someone.
I hope this feeling is reciprocated.
Father, Mother, Brother, Akane-san, guys, I'm sorry...
I went to another world first...
I completely collapsed on top of Fuyuki's body.
I have a hard time opening my eyes.
Looks like I died, -on this sad Christmas day-
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"Ayami?"
"Ayami, oi Ayami...."