Gerald nodded toward a notebook on the bedside table.
Julia's pupils constricted as she examined the notebook. At first, she couldn't understand what he was asking her. Then she slowly realized that he wanted to write down his answer. She quickly picked up the notebook and the pen and gave them to him.
Gerald started writing slowly, and Julia patiently waited for him to finish writing.
'I never wanted to marry Caroline, but I was ready to accept the child in her womb because I thought it was mine. Anyway, the past is gone. Crying about it is pointless.
Back to the point: My life with Caroline was not smooth. I didn't like a lot of things about her. Many times, I wanted to break up with her. I stopped whenever I looked at Derrek and Amber. Declan had already been through the agony of being separated from his mother. I didn't want my other children to suffer the same fate.