Going out to gain experience is the best thing that she ever did, at the same time, it made her miss home more as she couldn't be with the people, she loved the most.
She was truly grateful for everything that happened to her; however, this didn't mean that she was grateful for the loss of her biological family. She really missed them a lot, especially her grandmother who raised her when her parents were long gone.
To be honest back then she didn't know what to do. She nearly lost her life while searching for herbs and if it wasn't for her adoptive mother Alayna, Olinda would have died in that forest.
To think that she was truly unfortunate on that day made her grieve a lot. Not only did she nearly die but her grandmother also passed on that day.