"Friday night sitting in my chair. wind blowing hard touching my skin as my body is cold longingly wanting asking for some one to embrace me and touch me. my tears run dry while crying. I ask my self what it is been so lucking my self of being empty. Saturday night it's almost 7:30 pm so lonely while having my coffee. I keep wondering of my high days. remembering my former classmate who's now in the other country living and working so hard for their families. but that was not so sad. the sad part is they been married to the one day loved. me here stranded deep like a cellphone no one can remember to say hi or hello. scare of my life can't communicate to the girls. stood up and caught up in middle. you know what I mean. my past classmate I admire was the boys who left me and break my heart because I am dumb and always been used for pleasure. I don't want this but I can't imagine I could get off this because I love to be kiss by a man and long to use like a woman by a man. so it's morning I see the sun rising up. I can see the light on the ground. now I'll be never afraid of the dark. Sunday morning it was lunch time no where to go but in the park. the park seem quite because of the couples lover are having their time of loving. me sitting alone watching them while crying. I stand up and walk past to them while my head down. I am a man with no intentions of woman. I am a man looking for a man, waiting for a man to kiss me and be take care of me. is that a mistakes. I not ambitious gay all I want is to be kiss by a man that I want and loved. in that house Sunday night. in the balkonahe of the house. I was day dreaming of a guy who so cute and Moreno type of his skin. sharp nose and black hair and eyes. a average body with a attitude caring, loving, sweet, understanding, devotional, can accept me for who I am. yes can accept me for who I am....
this is my dreams before. now it's my night mare. no man loving like me a gay. I can even think a man that who can help me. they laughing on gays even they can give money, and even if they get what they want and be satisfied after using us. because gays are meant to be that way. I stop being patronizing myself as being a woman or gay transgender. I was crying of tears of joy that I using that character Milla and Kitty and Shay and Sullian Dianna when writing in a short storyline so people will be interested to read my write if I was been gay turn to be transgender and what would I be and the guys or man who abandoned me and forsaken me because I am a gay and man lover and man kisser. but I know it never happened because I am dumb, luck of knowledge of college and only vocational course I have finished. this is most particular of us gays straight no one can make us happy and no one's care and love us, no one understands us. we are discreet of our personalities appearance". Oh my God it's so late I have to sleep. but any way I finish my article. I write to a storyline with a short story online. off course people are reading it. well I have to sleep well and have a sweet dreams because tomorrow is my working day. first day of work. my boss came early, and see my work. I smile like I was never been doing it before.
Boss: Good morning. said the boss.
Sullian Dianna: Good morning Boss.
the boss walk way to his office. I was thinking if I will past my written story. I look straight for his mode. If it's okay then I will go pass my written story. but my just a while his voice calling my name. he would like to see my story. so I walk to his office. I was bringing my article story. he said to me.
Boss: good morning have a sit.
Boss: did you finish your write.
Sullian Dannia: Yes sir here it is.
Boss: what kind of story did you write.
Sullian Dannia: it's a story gay turning his self to a other person that she will become.
Boss: oh fascinating.
Sullian Dannia: yes very fascinating. because in the story a man longingly wanting asking for some one to kiss.
as he realized the kiss he asking will turn his life upside down.
Boss: okay thank you, see you soon in your next story line.
Sullian Dannia: Boss if it's okay if I write a story about the employee who falls in love with his boss.
Boss: reply it Yes. I can't even have sex and date to my wife.
Sullian Dannia: oh sir I am sorry.
while I was writing a story of the boss who fall in love with his employee I wonder about my that day he said that he can't have sex to her wife. until I call him ask questions about he said why can he haven't sex to her wife.
phone: ringing and util
Boss: hello who's this.
Sullian Dannia: hello boss it's me Sullian Dannia.
Boss: how can I help you Sullian Dannia.
Sullian Dannia: Boss do you still remember you said "Even you can't have sex to your wife?" why?
Boss: Oh no it no matter. why?
Sullian Dannia: I am writing of my story then I like to put what have you said that you can't have sex to your wife. I so curious about what you meant.
Boss: okay if your excited about it then meet tomorrow I will text you the address.
Sullian Dannia: okay sir thank you.
here I am traveling to the place my boss text me. a taxi I am riding knows the place. so I realized it's a pomp beaches a resort that have rooms. I ask the taxi driver if it is the place.
Driver: where here.
Sullian Dannia: is this the place.
Driver: yes exactly what you said.
Sullian Dannia: how much it costs.
Driver: 489 pesos.
as I set down in the taxi. the taxi left me in the place. I was walking an a man keep shouting me. I turn my head and I wonder who's the man. until he's running over me. I walk closer to the man I found out that he's my boss.
Boss: Hi how are you. I saw you walking I can't run faster.
Sullian Dannia: it's okay boss don't mind it at all. I smile so deep that I want to help him. we sit first at a ranch tree.
Boss: ohh it's hard to get realized your get to old at this days.
Sullian Dannia: boss your not that old enough. I smiled and smiling.
Sullian Dannia: can I do something to help you. I ask him to remove his Hawaiian Polo Shirts so he could relax. I ask where is your cabin house. he point it to me.
Sullian Dannia: okay I help you stand so I could take you in your cabin house. we walking back to the cabin house the cabin house of my boss.
after a while we reaching the cabin house of my boss. wow it's so nice and beautiful only rich guys can earned this type of cabin house. so get inside while I help him to sit and get something to drink and ask we're is his kitchenc he point it to me then. after getting a glass of water I ask if he takes some medicine. he said "yes" I ask we're your medicine "it's in our room". I do what he said and after getting to the room I finally noted what he said. "wait did he said to our room". "I run fast to get out of our room. no his room. my mistake." as going down in stairs I said this is your medicine pls. drink it. he drink it and smiling at me. I ask why are you smiling and I ask the correction of what he said that the room was for us that it was our room. he keeps smiling.
Boss: come sit beside me.
Sullian Dannia: I sit and wait for an explanation.
Boss: you ask me why I can't have sex to my wife. this is the answer.
Sullian Dannia: so now I know the answer your earning a cabin house in this place. and your busy of work and you have bills to pay on this cabin house.
Boss: laughing and laughing.
Sullian Dannia: did I miss something about here, why are laughing I ask him.
Boss: Tanga his expression of words.
Yes I buy this cabin house and I owned the resort so I living in my resort and cabin house. I have only one room because I also want sometimes need a companion. so I can't even have sex to my wife because I looking finding some one else. seems your here I would like you to be a part of it and I give it to you if you will like it and be my lover and sex partner.
Sullian Dannia: I don't want to say yes first because I am thinking if what will happen if I accepted it but how about my parents and family and bills to pay on electricity and water and internet, my food and things left home and my work.
Boss: will you accept it. my simple offer for you. pls. think it over and don't be afraid that I am going to hurt you and be fire on your work. he stand up and walking going out side his hlcabin house. I hold his hand to stop him for living me.
Sullian Dannia: okay I am accepting it. but how long our relationship going to be.
Boss: he smiles and said for a life time until you are loving me.
Sullian Dannia: why are you doing this.
Boss: the first time I saw your in your first interview I listen and admire you answer of those questions. I find your smart. I can see how youdl dressing yourself. I find out you kind and so understanding person. and then the ways you are looking at me. I said to myself what if I try just be closer to you and get to know you more. I almost cry and gripping his hand as hard as I can be. he sit on my side and give me a hug. he kissed me in the lips like a real kiss I knew it's real. we have discussed and talk until we have this mutually understanding communication.
Boss: Sullian Dannia don't call me again out side the office or in my company "Boss". if we're together just called me in my name. my name is Joman Calapid.
called me instead "Honey Bunchie" and your my "sweetie pie".
Sullian Dannia: okay "Joman Calapid" or "Honey Bunchie". and I am "your Sullian" Dannia your "Sweetie Pie".
Boss: What is your original name when your not gay before
Sullian Dannia: Cire Razc Siger and in my gay screen name is Sullian Dannia Siger.
then finally when in bed Sullian Dannia and Joman Calapid while they where talking about something they been a completely silence in the sounds. a little seeing each other eyes and soft touch of the two people in bed. Joman grab the body of Sullian Dannia and star kissing her and even in the neck. While Sullian Dannia start to rub the back of the body of Joman until she touched the butt and bottom of Joman. Sullian Dannia knows what she doing. she grabbed the bottom of Joman and squeezing it until it grow so big. "I can't believe that it was so big", "I never touched like this before. Joman reply to Sullian Dannia he said "now your not dreaming... it was all the times waiting for you". a wet in Sullian Dannia holding on her hands while in the bottom of Joman. Sullian Dannia knows it, so he pulled him down to go down in her hairy puke and let him do his jobs. while Joman is on the the center of the hips of Sullian Dannia is so excited for Joman is so happy. he said "I never tasted like this before. it's so salty, so oily, so much more that I can barely eat for any one have beeing sexing. or I am just old". the Joman to reached it with a finger. Sullian Dannia shouting and screaming that he kept her legs be folding but Joman not allowing it and keep widing her legs. Sullian Dannia screaming and he make Sullian Dannia to feel his tang while liking it and then his putting his finger on her puke. Sllian Deanna pulled up the body of Joman. he saw the big brown dick to that Jomah. until it was facing to me. so I slowly suck again and again of Joman dick until Joman reached its end that Joman grab the hand of Sullian Dannia asking for more. so Sullian Dannia doing it again. even Sullian Dannia is tasting something in Joman but she ate it all. then they begin sexing in bed so fast that they wanted to make done in time. but every rubbing body is asking more of more kissing and sexing. they sex in all day long. so much of time for each other time. I can't not stop in this moment said Sullian Dannia and Joman also waiting the body and lips of Sullian Dannia. as they fall sleep they where embracing so much longing to be in each other. afraid of losing each others arms.
"morning as I wake up with Joman Calapid seeing his face and lips. I was so been satisfied having him beside me". "I whispering voice Infront of him saying that I love him so much, so much that I want it forever" " no matter what happened I will always be faithful for him because I love him so much". I keep watching him again and again. I so happy that I have the man I loved. I am bless for him that I could not ask for more or any one else nut only Joman. I am scared of what next going to be happened if Joman will return to her wife and leave me here and never come back to me. I was to stupid and not using my head but my mistake that I am a man turn to be a woman for a kiss of a man that I loved but not belong to me who owned of somebody who also love her so much much more that I do. pls. God don't take away Joman for me and I promise I be faithful for him and give much more love that he ask for me and my body. if he go the I stay here I promise to leave this place and never return to Joman again because the more I see him with her I am more hurt so bad and if i I hurt myself and die. Joman woke up seeing me staring him.
it's morning, I get up, make coffee for me ☕ and coffee ☕ too for Joman and prepare his breakfast. then in stairs I heard a step of a foot step. then a voice calling me. it's Joman, so I set up our breakfast quick so that Joman will be happy. its my attitude preparing every other day. So we have eat our breakfast and then go outside. Joman tour me in his place and then in town. it's so pretty here. it's so cold and you see many people around. I so happy that Joman is here with me. then we watch movies in cinema. eat in a restaurant. the go out in park. this is my happiest moments in life and been contentedly with Joman my boss and lover. but one thing I would like to hear from him if I ask that where is her wife. I can't imagine we're doing this spending time together and having sex, but where is her wife. we sit on the park to take a rest for a while. I am so confused to ask where is the wife of Joman Calapid. "no I would not ask for that now maybe he offended". As we go back to the Cabin House of Joman, He goes up stairs to our bedroom. I was in the kitchen preparing for our dinner. Then I called him that our dinner was ready. "may be Joman is sleeping, he can't hear that I am calling him" "where is this man". I get up stairs to our bedroom and in our comfort room he in lying in our bathtub. first I was thinking he is relaxing but a while I realized that Joman have a heart problem and sometimes hard to breathing. so I run back to bedroom and he's still our bathtub. I called for an ambulance to help go to the nearest hospital in town. then in the hospital I was crying I know it's my fault now Joman is in the hospital.
doctor: good evening. are the wife or relative of the guy in patient.
Sullian Dannia: Yes I am his wife. don't know how to say it but I did.
doctor: he's okay no worries he just needs rest. you can visit him in his room.
Sullian Dannia: for the moment I am still crying I don't know what to do because I have no money and I cannot use the savings money of Joman. so I cry and cry. after a while went to Joman room in the hospital I heard the voice of Joman and some people are laughing. at first I could not believe it. but seemly seem okay. then I get inside to see him.
Joman: oh my wife is here.
Sullian Dannia: oh what.. yes it's me my husband.
Joman: no need to worries. it's a set plan for you to be admitted if you really love me and want to be my wife. I try to talk to the doctor when we arrived here in the hospital because I want to know if what you gonna do and how. when things to be okay and done I let the doctor force you to admit if your going to answer that your my wife. then here it's is you admit that I am your husband.
Sullian Dannia: why did you do it Joman.
Joman: I am sorry my wife. I am only joking
Sullian Dannia: okay enough don't do it again you kept me worry. it's not funny doing that kind of joke. I forgive you.
so it was a test for me of Joman. I was not been ready. after staying for a couple of days in the hospital with him. I was ready to ask him my secret question. I ask him softly.
Sullian Dannia: Joman can I ask where is your wife. do you should be in your wife.
Joman: Ahhh! I was been divorce for a long time. my wife she divorce me because I am a gay straight. why?
Sullian Dannia: so that's why your alone and never try to be married again because your straight gay.
Joman: YES
Sullian Dannia: Joman why you choose me to be your lover, partner in life.
Joman: Because I love you and I need you more the anyone you know. and because I see it in you that your the perfect match for me.
Sullian Dannia: I love you too. I love you so much. I love you Joman.
Joman: one thing I forgotten. pls. sign this contract for you and to us. this is a contract paper for to own the resort and cabin house that I buy and for our authority of being a married in west/civil.
Sullian Dannia: oh my goodness. is this real I can't believe it Joman. don't make me cry. don't hurt me. all I want is you and love me.
Joman: Sullian Dannia it's okay I want you to be one part of me and all my savings and business and all my belongings that I personally buy and owner. so it's okay. I hope you happy and be contentedly.
I was shock from the starting of what happened in my life. and now realized on it. a lesson to be as well. my hope and trustworthy to someone and faith to God. most to my husband Joman Calapid who give so much trust and hope for me and even in the he's always there to support and love and understanding of my worries in matter of my life being. I can't take it for granted. the way of Joman Calapid my husband and me Cire Razc Siger as Sullian Dannia Siger her wife now been married in west/civil as living in same house as married. I am so happy and contentedly to my life and to my husband Joman Calapid and to us been married. Now I am not afraid of the dark because God is Good all the times and my husband Joman Calapid is here all the times and us here both loving and caring and understanding all the times.
Wow, I can believe it and I am so been bless of God and been contentedly with you Joman Calapid my husband.
Write By Eric Czar M Regis
Address: Block 10 Lot 25 Agoho St Brgy Calendola Village San Pedro Laguna, 4023, Philippines
Contact Numbers: 09498922545/09156620296
Date Publish: May 7, 2022 - Saturday