I got dressed in the short, skimpy excuse of a dress he asked me to put on. Looking at myself in the mirror, I had this urge to tear the clothing out of my body.
This urge to rip the material into pieces to show him how angry and frustrated I am with what's happening here.
I need to show him that I'm just like a bird, locked up in a cage without a hope of being let out.
It's as if the shackles that were placed on me are too heavy, I can't bear it.
Taking a very deep steady breath, I walk out of the room, and towards the kitchen, making sure to walk as confidently as I can.
Presently, I can't show him how much all this affects me.
As a caged bird, I can't show him the effect of his actions on me. A caged bird has some dignity, and that's what I am trying to show.
I'm trying to show them I have some dignity, and what better way to do so than to act as he wants?
I'll let him think I've become the docile Alpha he wants, and subsequently, I'll stab him in the back, making sure to do it in the most painful ways.
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*
The rogue was not in the kitchen when I came out, and neither was he in the parlour.
"Rogue!" I call out to him.
Turning to make sure he doesn't catch me unawares, I walk into the kitchen to check the food he prepared, and that was when a laugh escaped from my mouth.
"What's this?" I stifle a laugh when I read through what he wrote on paper, and glued it to the pot.
"The ingredients for the meal have all
been brought. All you have to do is
prepare the meal. I went out for a
run, I'll be back in a few."
I read the note once more. Leaning on the counter, I started laughing like a mad man as I envisioned myself cooking a meal.
This rogue must be much more stupid than he looks. How can he ask me to make a meal if he did want to eat?
I don't even know how to start a cooker, talk more of putting water on the fire to make a meal.
All these have been done for me ever since I was little. I've had no reason to be in the kitchen trying to cook a meal.
The maids are there for Carter for all my needs.
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I sat waiting for the funny rogue to return, and he did so within thirty minutes, from the time I came down here to cook... Lol
this is funny.
I swallowed deeply when the rogue walked into the house.
He was sweating like a goat on Christmas day, but what my eyes got drawn to was how the glistering sweat made his abs more mouthwatering, and...
Snap out of it!
I mentally slapped my head. Lowering my face to the table in front of me, I expertly hid the blush on my cheeks.
What's wrong with me?
Why am I thinking another man is attractive?
This doesn't make sense at all.
All my life, I've never thought another man attractive, not like I have a cause to do so. I've always liked women, and am attracted to them, and not to another male.
Stealing a glance his way, I tried to check to see what might have caused me to blush like a virgin* not that am not one, but come on* when he's close by.
I don't understand why, but I think it's the closeness between us ever since he took me against my will.
My heart is only reacting to the male specimen in front of me based on the fact he's the only human I've seen for a long, long time.
Had this not been the case, I don't think I would have looked twice at him, talk more of thinking his flesh is delicious…
"Why's your face like that?" He asked when he caught me staring at him.
"Nothing. I was just thinking about how freely you're allowed to run when you feel like it, but I can't be allowed to do so?" I look at him in anger as I thought all-am missing by being here with a male I hate his guts.
" You'll also have that privilege, love. You'll have enough free will to run." He said with a smile.
"And when's that, today?" I giddily rub my palms together as I thought about the possibility of my escape tonight.
Should I be allowed to go for a run, I am looking for a way of escape. In no way am I going to return to this suffocating cage with its suffocating owner.
Should I get the chance, I'll run to my pack without a moment of delay.
I've missed them far more than I think is possible.
He gave me a long look, "not today, love. You'll only be allowed to have a run the day you finally acknowledge me as your Alpha." He smirked.
Is that all?
He wants me to call him the Alpha, and he'll let me go?
Although that sounds plausible to my ears, I'm willing to try out things.
Who knows, I might get my chance to escape
" My Alpha." Standing, I bow to him. "Should you want me to pledge my life to you. I'll do so willingly without a problem at all." I tilt my head to the side as a show of submission.
The rogue's eye colour changed the moment I said those words.
Giving me a long look with an eye so silver, it made me shiver in fear, he shook his head as if he were trying to calm himself down.
"You've not willing done so. I'll know when you're ready.
Are you through with the meal already?" He asked with a smile as he expertly avoided what went on right now.
I coyly mirrored his smile, despite how disappointed I felt.
"Go and check."