I shifted into my full animal form and charge into the woods, after running around for awhile I was suddenly tired and needed to growl, I went deeper into the forest and growled out loudly thinking of my mother and sister and their wolf.
The sudden urge to be with their wolves hit me hard, I have never cried in my animal form, but with all that has been going on around me and the sudden lonely feeling that struck me, I couldn't help when I began to whimper alone in the forest.
It was getting dark but I could still see, so I decided to take one last run before I went back home. I charged into the deep woods again and shifted into Viviano, even though I was still in full control of him, I got dressed to go back,
I would have called Zayn to pick me up but I decided to just enjoy the walk back home. I have just 30 days to make Adrian accept me, I thought about it, how am I supposed to make a married man fall in love with me in 30 days.
I thought about the connection between me, Balsham and Adrain, I couldn't shake off this inkling feeling that I have met Balsham somewhere before, but I didn't know or remember when that was, but Balsham seemed to know and possibly like me, and he seemed like he understood what was going on, but how do I get to meet Balsham, Balsham is Adrian and Adrian doesn't know that I have met Balsham, has Frankie met Balsham too? I wondered...
Balsham didn't like Frankie and that was a good thing for me, but I still felt so frustrated, I wondered what I could do to help my human, I decided that having his mother around will help him be less lonely and maybe have someone who will help stress relieve him. I bought out his phone and dialled a number...
"Hello son, I have missed you so much, you rarely call and you don't reply to my messages,"|
Luna chorused as she picked up the call,
" Mum I have missed you and Jade so much, where is Jade, mum?"|
"She is at the pack house son, and she is going to be so disappointed when she comes back and learns that you called, she misses you so much,"|
"Mother can you and Jade come to San Luis, I need you people around me right now, am so lonely here,"|
"Are you, okay son, I can feel the restlessness of your spirit surrounding me, even your sister feels it too, she keeps telling me to call you that she knows you're not okay, tell me V, what is it that bothers you so much, share your pain with your mother baby,"| The Luna said, I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how Viviano would have replied his mother, so I blurted out that,
"I disobeyed the Goddess and made contact with my mate and I didn't know the consequences of it was going to be so brutish and now my mate who is a married man made love to his supposed husband and my wolf which is me went feral, I skipped the part of Craig biting me, Luna will probably slump if I told her that part of the story and now I am being punished by the Goddess to make Him accept to be my mate and mate with me within 30 days.....How am I supposed to achieve that?
I have so many questions that I need answers to but I am not getting any answers and I feel like am not going forward at all...|
"Viviano respirare et respirare, (breath in and breath out) my mum spoke in Latin, I instantly calmed down I knew she understood what I felt, she only uses Latin with Viviano and Jade when she wants them to know she understands their feelings...|
"I and Your sister will be by your side in the morning of the next day, she says., there is a lot to process and I will understand it better If I am with you, for now, I will let Elder Edmund take control of the pack house while Jade and I will be away from the pack, Luna said over the phone.|
"Mum, I am back," I heard Jade's sweet voice in the background, I lit up, and I had a special bond with Viviano's Sister both human and wolf form.
" Can I, speak with Jade, mother? I said.|
"OK, son...
"Jade come say hi to your brother," she squealed as she took the phone from my mum.
" Viviano, I missed you so much," she sounded so happy, |
"It's Luce, Jade, Viviano is asleep."| I could feel the voice change in her,
" Is he okay?" she asked? |
" He is okay, just very hurt, weak and feeling helpless, "I told her, |
"Why, she asked? who dares to dare hurt my brother to this point?"|
"It's our Mate JD. It's Adrian, it's a long story. I replied to her, just know I want you and mum with me and Viviano here, especially Viviano, he needs you, I don't know who else to call,"|
"What of Craig?" she asked and that became another reminder of the problems I have created and it rang in my mind.
"Craig is fine, he is at home,"|
I said as I looked up after realising the change of the weather feels around me and realised I was at Adrian's house. huh? how did I end up here, my wolf instincts just walked down here without thinking, Viviano and Craig will be so mad, I thought,
" But it's okay Lu. I and Mum will be there as soon as possible,"| Jade replied me bringing back my attention to the call
"Thank you so much, baby,"| I told her...
"Please take care of Viviano,"| she replied.
" Of course, JD, Viviano is me and I am Viviano, I will keep us both safe I told her...take care of mum, yourself and the pack,"|
"Of course, it's great that am seeing you soon. we have a problem within the pack,"|
That made me alert, |"what is the problem within my pack, I hope all my warriors and people are safe?"|
" Of course, they are safe, Jade replied, at least for now,"|
"What do you mean for now Jade?"|
"Luce calm down she said, there have just been strange occurrences happening within the pack house and the hunt grounds and it's becoming a little too much to just be a coincidence,"| Jade said,
I told her to bring a full detailed report as she was coming to San Luis and she said yes Alpha and I ended the call with her.
I turned back from Adrian's house to head back home, this time I walked back hastily, I might be a sucker or a weakling when it came to my mate but I am an Alpha and my number priority is my Pack's safety and well-being, so whosoever it was that was playing games or whatever it was that was bringing insecurity or upsetting situations to my pack has bitten off more than he could chew.
I dialled Craig's number and told him to gather everyone in the conference room.
"Okay, Alpha."| Craig sounded so submissive on the phone, why was he sounding like that, was he still feeling guilty about what he did, I have forgiven him, I thought,
"Also, arrange mother and Jade's room, they should be here tomorrow, Jade said we have a problem within the pack,"| and with that, I ended the call and took off running thanking the Priestess for concealing the pains from Craig's bite for me.