I literally started to cry like a baby in the middle of the football ground!-
That could have been definitely the record breaking embarrassing moment for anyone
but to me it could have been even disastrous because of my already ripped reputation of Yuki and me.
Everyone were staring me sobbing crying in surprise, some even shot video for their social media with #boymadegirlcry #girlsafterbreakup #whenboyssayweneedtotalk #girlsafterlosinggame and etc-etcs.
You can recreate that moment in your mind to what he'll it could've been!
But... something unexpected hit me...I mean Nao-He lost his grip to my collar and gently apologize...
"I am sorry for being hard on you!"
'Is this the same men who was was scolding me right now enraged ?! '
"UH...N-na... no... "
And was chocked by my own tears, that coming up with something was harder cause my throat hurts now!
But seriously, what I wanted to say was 'Don't be sorry, You are not the reason!'
And to that Ughhh...
definitely, it's hard to keep Yuki out of anything!
Yuki, just came as if a lightning bolt grabing his collar in rage-
"Yuki?!"
As soon as I caught notice of what the shit has happened?!, I tend to grab Yuki, who has been inch taller to me and even more stronger then me, but still I held his hand pulling it away from doing anything horrible still nothing to my hands. What I could have done was glancing his demonic look which I had never witness before that day!
His eyes wider and spread like never before and teeth about to rip Nao's skin off!
But to Nao, he was very ice cold and apologilactic standing there like he was guilty!
I felt very bad for Nao!
And to Yuki, I don't know I was already mad at him but also don't know why I felt so concerned for him too then?!
Though, fight finally ended when teachers go involved in this case and both men were given warning for same!
But from my side, I swear didn't even talk to Yuki, even if he ran around with apology but how often I could run from my bestie?!
So what I did was giving forgiveness in exchange of Spy*family latest release!
I thought it was reasonable!
But it was done after a weak straight!
But, It hit Nao harder than I thought, that he didn't came to school for next 2-3 days straight and I knew I was the reason for same!
Offcouse, everyone knew that's why I became a dart board for everyone!
Some blame me that I am such a baby who started crying at a very little things but I didn't even knew what happened to me then-I mean I am a strong girl-Never lost a tear for anyone or anything but that day...it just...did some different!
And to Yuki?!
It also did something different!
That many of the Sizzling charmies of the school had got crush on my best friend, Yuki
because of his daredevilness in front of The 'Nao'.
But Yuki didn't even accept any one of that!
Though the efforts are made til the date.
If it would have taken any longer to Nao to return to school, I was sure that I would have killed myself in that guilt for sure!
But finally, My prince came back to school but with the same guilt as the last time I saw him it was like he never left , that he wouldn't even dare to smile even a little!
Everyone was laughing and booing at him for that day 'cowardicy'.
Now, My heart was crumbled!
'What did I do to such a happy soul?! '
I was almost in tears for my whole time!
And suicidal thoughts were already on my mind!
I thought Yuki would shed off my guilt by saying something Irritate to me then but for God sake that also actually didn't happen definitely because he wouldn't wanted to spend any more of his pocket money on asking his forgiveness!
"Gingery...can I talk to you for a moment?!"
Oh finally, When I was in ground for dodge ball session, he came by me gently that my heart bounce to death for once!
I looked at his face which has shed like it has lost all of it's glow...but my lips won't support me to say anything so I just nod to his question,
'What is there to be said?!'
Although, there was a million things that were meant to be said from my side but I just stood there glancing at his trembling lips which were about to say something-