Wait a second. What the hell did I say just now? Why on earth did I say that I wanted to be with Shanon until death do us part after I felt bad for making her cry like last night? And, once again, how could I want to be with Shanon, my student who had confessed her feelings to me some time ago, after I had just accepted kisses from Beth, my best friend for years, who had an unexpected feeling for me and decided to confess her feelings to me today?
"I must be crazy by now... Why am I thinking about different people and hoping they will still accept me when I haven't decided who I want to be with... " I mumbled as I ruffled my hair, which was getting messy after Beth stroked the top of my head and took a deep breath.
