For we been married for 3 yrs. I never felt so much love. I want our relationship to better and happier. I only meet her on a dating chat online. I really never know the girl. but when I started to have communication I see myself being happy. the more days come I am being worries and thinking of him. I said to myself if I not serious to her and can't get to be my wife. I will never commit to others girls because I am not worthy to be a man. I was been a silahis at my age. I have past boyfriend but not work things out. I have kiss a man I told it to her and also my past being silahis. she's smiling at me wondering why she should be interested to me to be her lover. can say I am a good looking guy. then after knowing my intentions to be marrying her on West/Civil on July 28, 2018 then I promise to marry her again for the second time in church wedding on November 24, 2018 in San Pedro Church San Pedro Laguna Philippines. wow can believe my eyes seeing past boyfriends Infront of me. I was so stubborn do I. because one of my best friend is on the list of my best man. the second best friend is my Driver. but his brother is on my wife as a driver too. then the third is on my reseption event was invited too. I can say too much of him because I can't not compared him to the two of my best friends as a friend but has a secret of my feeling. the third I may say it's a special friend and once he knows it and I said it that I am changing my point of view to be a man and be married after our friendship will end and to continue as a friend to be anymore more as like my youngest brother. I cry when he say his not totally coming to my wedding because he don't me to be marrying the girl I meet but he has no choice because I already married the girl in west/civil when I said that he almost hurt to cry because that moment while working in our Brgy. Hall I was committed to him. I never then felt so much attention because of him. I can say I changed myself. that only he can say that I changed a lot of being a man. so far story of my continue and with my wife. we sleep together, we eat together, we take a bath together, we kiss, we have sex, we spend sometimes in our family and relatives and friends. this I can even forget we share our wedding anniversary together and even our birthday and Christmas and New Year. I was contentedly to her my wife and my lover and best friend. she makes me happy and sometimes cry. she gives me a support and trustworthy. I comfortable with her she makes me completely as being me. I know understand the power of lover of her being my wife and the power of Sacramento of marriage. so that's why many of man ask for marriage to fulfill his dream of being a real man. I do believe my wife. I love so much wife. I want to be honest to my wife more of each days to come and submitted my sin to her to God. so our relationship will last forever. and totally be contentedly. that I can prove myself that I am a man and be responsible as a man. forget those people who was my past involved and my mistake and influence of my being gay in my life.

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