Last time she felt pleasure?
Never...
Fourteen years ago, her undesired fiancé from the Lionheart family had overstepped his bounds, he sought her body before marriage was due, abusing her... and as a consequence, she gave birth to this child, back then... nothing more than a monster in her mind, several times she thought about killing that fetus, but using the marriage as an excuse, she, Isabella Greenwood, condemned herself to live with a man she didn't love and raise this child.
But fate wasn't that kind.
It wasn't until she gave birth to that beautiful child that she realised, this was no monster, sadly... the Lionheart family wasn't willing to take responsibility and the engagement was called off... her family a low-tier noble family couldn't possibly rival the Earl family of the Lionhearts... her own family betrayed her for no longer being 'pure' and with a child even, as if it had been her fault.
