Actually, in his office, Jasper feels that he is not very calm in doing all his work, because it is a feeling of anxiety that always haunts him. Because he didn't want Dexter Franklin, for example, to come to see his wife and child.
And he didn't want that to happen to him either. And also he doesn't know how to prevent things from becoming the things he truly fears, the bad things that could possibly come true. And he didn't want how all the strange things could cause any more complications for him, his fears he didn't want to hope for to come true.
Because he also doesn't understand anymore if, for example, Dexter Franklin comes to ruin his household. And Jasper would definitely lose his zest for life. Because his current spirit of life is only his wife and son, Immanuel. And he really didn't want to make himself think too much about all the problems that were a burden and things he didn't want to know anymore.
