When Ning Mei rejected him, Gu Yeze suffered a set back and his heart almost drowned in a sea of panic. 'What? Why? Do you not love me anymore? Don't you want to make me yours anymore? Did I over do last time? Did I make you start hating me?'
A lot of questions were buzzing in his head that he wanted to ask her. But he just couldn't.
He only wanted her to feel that she loves him. He wanted her to chase him, so that he can feel how much she likes him. But he never ever wanted to push her away.
Gu Yeze instantly panicked as he thought that maybe after that day, she doesn't like him anymore. And his thoughts were already all muddled up, thanks to the drug. His panic and heartache turned into anger thinking that she stopped liking him and likes someone else now. It was as if all his sanity and senses jumped out of the window leaving nothing but his instincts.
It was really strange and insane, how two people who thought that they were nothing more than strangers in each others eyes were so madly in love with each other. That too, it was just their third official meet.
And the more Gu Yeze thought about his bizzare idea, the more he belived it. He even already imagined her in some other man's arms instead of his and his whole body burnt with anger and jealousy. His heart was aching.
He held her face tightly with one hand and said, " Why? What happened? Now you don't want to make me yours? Or did you find some one else already for you? Yeah. Say me, what were you planning? Tell me, what will you take in order to obey me? " Gu Yeze was so angry and out of his mind that even he didn't know what he was sprouting.
Ning Mei who had no idea what to do, as she didn't want to have their first time in this situation but at the same time didn't want to lose him again. But as soon as she heard his words, she got triggered! What?! Did he just tell me cheap indirectly?! This man! What is he thinking? You just wait!
And the next second, even Gu Yeze didn't get what happened, but some how now he was suddenly pinned to the door and their position was reversed. Gu Yeze looked at her with dazed as well as surprised eyes.
Ning Mei put an arm near his face on the door and looked straight into his eyes.
Though, the height was a huge difference, but still, it didn't matter now. She then said in a low but oh so sexy voice, " Sorry mam.. But I am not interested. You should respect yourself a little more. " Saying this Ning Mei paused and looked at him. Gu Yeze looked straight into her eyes. They both understanding the meaning behind those words.
Then Ning Mei continued, "Weren't these the words that you told me, baby.. ?" Gu Yeze didn't say anything and just stared at her with mirth dancing in his eyes. She then slowly slid one of her hand on the back of his head and clutched a handful of hairs and tugged them lightly. While the other hand wounded around his neck and pulled him towards her.
Gu Yeze didn't resist the tug and obidently let her do what ever she was doing. All his anger, jealousy and discomfort vanished into thin air as if it was not there in the first place. He slid his hands around her waist and pulled her into his arms and said breathlessly , "So... can we ?"
Ning Mei lifted her chin and said, "No. " Hearing the negative answer, Gu Yeze frowned and asked , " Why? " She is...
Ning Mei tugged his hairs backward a little, and said, " Do you want our every first thing to be so bizzare and at a rate of bullet train that you don't even feel and remember anything?"
Hearing this, Gu Yeze raised his brows a little slightly. So, she thinks that I don't know that I had kissed her that night? Okay... yes... that's completely understandable.
Ning Mei paused for a bit. She was about to reveal about the kiss between them three years ago, but she didn't. Who knows, he might think that I took advantage of him? And my already down image would go more down. Better not bring that thing up!