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Chapter 18 - Allison's Dilemma

Alison sat at her desk, staring at her computer screen, but her mind was elsewhere. The events of the past few weeks were catching up to her, leaving her feeling like she was trapped in a whirlpool, spinning faster and faster with no way out. She was falling deeper into this double life she had created—half dedicated employee, half corporate spy—and she was struggling to find the balance.

Henry's face kept flashing in her mind. His genuine smile, the way his eyes softened when he looked at her, the warmth of his voice when he had thanked her after the client dinner… All these little details made her chest tighten with a feeling she couldn't afford to have. She had started this journey with a clear purpose: to infiltrate his company, gain his trust, and extract the information her employer needed. But now, the lines had blurred beyond recognition.

Her phone buzzed on the desk, pulling her out of her thoughts. She glanced at the screen. It was a message from her employer, the one who had set her on this mission in the first place.

*"Need a progress update. What do you have so far?"*

Alison felt a surge of anxiety. She hadn't delivered anything substantial in the past few weeks. She had collected bits and pieces of information, yes, but nothing concrete, nothing that could justify the time she had spent getting closer to Henry. Every time she tried to dig deeper, her conscience stopped her. She had promised herself she wouldn't let emotions interfere, yet here she was, hesitating, stalling.

With a sigh, she typed out a reply:

*"Still working on it. Need more time."*

She hit send and stared at the message, feeling the weight of the words. Her employer's patience was wearing thin; she could sense it. They were expecting results, and soon. She knew that if she didn't come through, the consequences could be severe—not just for her career but for her safety as well. She had seen firsthand how ruthless they could be when things didn't go their way.

The thought sent a shiver down her spine. She couldn't afford to fail. But what was failure in this situation? Was it betraying Henry, the man who had started to trust her, to care for her in ways she hadn't anticipated? Or was it betraying the mission she had sworn to complete?

Alison was so lost in thought that she didn't hear the soft knock on her door until it opened. Henry stepped in, his face lit by a hesitant smile.

"Hey," he said, closing the door behind him. "Got a minute?"

Alison quickly composed herself, pushing her conflicting thoughts aside. "Of course. What's up?"

Henry took a seat across from her desk, his expression serious but kind. "I wanted to talk to you about the client dinner the other night," he began. "I've been thinking a lot about it, and… I really appreciated how you handled everything. You were great, and the client was impressed. I think we make a good team."

Alison forced a smile, her heart beating a little faster. "Thank you, Henry. I'm glad I could help."

Henry nodded, but his gaze was intense, searching. "Look, I know things have been complicated between us lately, and I don't want that to affect the work we're doing. I value your input, Alison. More than that, I've come to value… you."

There it was, that openness in his voice, that vulnerability that tugged at her heart. Alison swallowed, trying to find the right words. "I value you too, Henry," she replied softly. "And I promise to keep things professional."

Henry smiled, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. "Good. That's all I want. For now, anyway."

He stood up, giving her a lingering look before heading for the door. "Oh, by the way," he added, turning back to her, "I'm putting you in charge of a new project. It's high priority, and I think you're the perfect person for it."

Alison's heart sank. A new project? A high-priority one? She knew what this meant: more trust, more responsibility, and more chances to betray him.

"What's the project?" she asked, trying to keep her voice steady.

Henry smiled. "I'll send you the details later, but it's related to the expansion plan we've been discussing. I think it could be a game-changer for the company. And I want you to lead it."

Alison nodded, her mind racing. "I'd be honored, Henry."

"Great," he replied. "Let's talk more about it tomorrow."

He left the room, leaving Alison alone with her thoughts. The walls seemed to close in around her as the weight of her dilemma pressed down harder than ever. On one hand, this new project could be the perfect opportunity to gather the information her employer wanted. On the other hand, it was also a test of Henry's trust—a trust she wasn't sure she deserved.

She sat there for a long time, wrestling with her conflicting emotions. Her phone buzzed again, pulling her back to reality. It was another message from her employer:

*"No more delays. We need results by the end of the week. You know what's at stake."*

Alison felt a cold sweat break out on her forehead. The end of the week? That was only a few days away. She had no choice now. She had to make a decision. Did she betray Henry, using the information from the new project to complete her mission? Or did she find a way to protect him, even if it meant risking everything she had worked for?

That evening, as Alison sat alone in her apartment, she tried to think clearly. But her mind was a jumble of thoughts and emotions, all tangled up in a mess she couldn't unravel. She found herself staring out the window, watching the city lights twinkle in the distance, wondering how she had gotten herself into this situation.

Her thoughts drifted back to Henry, to the moments they had shared, to the way he had looked at her with such trust, such sincerity. She knew she was in deep, too deep, and the path forward was anything but clear.

But one thing was certain: she couldn't keep playing both sides forever. A choice had to be made, and soon.

Alison stood up, pacing the small space of her living room. She felt the urge to call someone, to talk it out, but there was no one she could confide in. Not about this. She was alone, and the weight of that solitude pressed heavily on her chest.

Finally, she grabbed her laptop and opened it, her fingers trembling as they hovered over the keys. She could feel the clock ticking, the time slipping away. She needed to decide.

Taking a deep breath, she began typing, drafting a message to her employer. She had to buy more time, somehow, and she needed to figure out what to do with this new project—whether to use it to betray Henry or find a way out of this mess she had created.

But as she typed, her heart clenched with guilt, and a single tear rolled down her cheek. She quickly wiped it away, refusing to let herself cry. She had a job to do, and she needed to see it through.

The message sent, she closed her laptop and sat back, her head throbbing with the weight of her dilemma. She knew that whatever choice she made, there would be consequences—ones she wasn't sure she was ready to face.