Reincarnation
"Chu Xio..."
I have lost my way.
I was not able to see where I am going. I don't know what's ahead of me.
I have been walking for a long time. I don't know my previous self is still looking for me, or if he's dead, or what.
I can't remember anything before he came to me. I don't know if he knew I was a reincarnation like he did; or if he knew that when I was dead, I would be reincarnated as a newborn.
I was over here.
Suddenly, I feel something.
"Chu Xiu...."
Someone was calling me.
I didn't see anyone or anything when I walked here from the other side of the main road.
Someone was calling me.
"Chu Xiu..."
I heard it.
I listened for a moment, and then I walked in the direction of the sound.
I had been hearing that same strange sound for a long time, and I entered this forest to find the source.
I don't know if it was a man or a beast; or if it was a beast from this side of the world or from the other side. I even think that it might just be the wind's tonality.
I walked from one end of the forest until I found a small house.
It was unexpected. I didn't know whether or not I would find a house in a place like this.
It was a small forest, like a huge estate.
Maybe it's a wealthy person's house.
I used to stand in front of the house. I was waiting for the owner of this house to come back. I wanted to know why they had been calling me.
I didn't know if I should follow my instincts and charge in; I didn't know if I should stay and wait for them, or just walk on.
I didn't know what to do.
I just wanted to know why that sound was coming from this house.
After a long time, someone finally came out.
I didn't know what to expect. I remember my past life, but I don't know how many years I've reincarnated. I can't imagine how many years has passed.
The person that had just driven away the previous owner was a man.
He was tall, handsome, and had shoulder-length, light-brown hair. His hair was a thin yet thick, light-brown head of wool. He had light-blue eyes that contained some deep emotion.
He walked into the forest. The way he walked was immaculate. The way he coordinated his footwork was exceptional. His posture was upright and upright, subtly revealing that he was a person of culture.
He was a man who could move in any situation and can comand his surroundings with one ounce of talent.
He walked in the forest with a mountaintop. A huge, fat mountain-horse was behind him in a list. The mountain-horse was completely dark, like a black and white image on the computer.
Just as he walked out of the forest, he turned his head toward me.
He was looking at me with a gloomy expression on his face.
"Are you the owner of this house? Why are you calling me? I'm afraid I will be a big trouble."
"This house has never had a human to come here," he said after a long time.
"What?"
I didn't know what he was talking about.
He walked toward me.
I took a few steps back as soon as he came to me.
He was full of demons, and he had a very strange smell.
He walked to near me and stopped.
"I have been waiting for you for a long time," he said.
I didn't know how to respond.
"Don't be afraid of me. I won't harm you."
"You can't harm me? I don't know if you will harm me or not. I don't think so. I don't know, but I don't want to die."
"I didn't mean to intimidate you," he said.
"How did you find me?"
"You are a reincarnation, right? I was told to find you. My beast gave me a hint. Then I took a long time to find you. I was afraid to come here alone, so I brought that mountain-horse. I found it sure to carry me. "And then he looked around.
"So you are looking for me. I don't know why," I said.
"No. You're looking for you?"
"That's right. I'm looking for me, I don't know why or what I'm looking for. Do you know?" "No. I don't know." I had been dead, but I didn't know if I kept my memories, I don't know if I'm seeking the future.
"I seem to know you, but I don't know why." I paused. "No, I'm confused. If I'm confused, then I won't know what I'm doing. I don't want that you'll tell me to leave. I want to know more. What I don't know, I want to know. I want to know everything. I know that I don't want to leave this place after I find out everything. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do."
"Have you reincarnated?" he asked.
"Yes."
"Why are you looking for your old friends?"
"Yes."
"I don't know," I nodded.
"Can you open your eyes?"
"Yes. Why?"
"Do you know me?"
"I don't know." I suddenly realized that I had no idea who he was.
I don't know if I knew him from past life, or from this life. I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't be asking these questions. Maybe I shouldn't.
As he talked to me, his tone lowered. "You shouldn't be seeing people who are going to cause trouble to you. You should learn to control your own life. Do you know how many years you were dead before you were reincarnated?"
"I don't know."
"Then how do you know that this house has never had a human before you? He asked.
"I don't know."
"Do you find it hard to move around?"
"Yeah."
"Do you know why you were reincarnated? Do you know why you were reincarnated?" he asked.
"No."
"It's fine. You don't need to know these things as long as you can understand where you are. I have a beast, and this beast knows a lot. It will teach you things. You can only use a little of your own memories, but you can use the memories of your beast to teach you more. I have prepared a re-education course for you. I will teach you. The horse will help you. You don't have to rush. You don't need to rush. "He turned and walked away.
"Why don't you stay with me? I'll make you happy. I can make you happy? You don't have to worry about anything. I'll let you feel comfortable. I won't force you to do anything. You don't want to stay with me? "He actually returned.
I shook my head.
"Why?" he asked.
"I don't know yet." I'm sorry, I will." I couldn't remember who he was and what he was doing.
"You don't have to be sorry. I will wait until you understand who I am and what I am doing."
"I don't need to do that. I'll do it. I'll stay with you," I said.
"It's a deal. I'll wait for you here. You go to the house to think about it."
I left and went to the house.
This house was full of demons.
One or two days passed.
I went back to him.
"You don't want to stay with me? I will let you go. I really don't want to force you. If you're tired, you can sleep during the day. I don't want you to be tired. You can drink and eat as much as you like."
"No, I will stay with you. No harm will come to me if I stay with you."
"Okay, it's a deal. "He walked to me and placed his hand on my shoulder.
The instant he pressed my shoulder, my body shook and then a pain like fire entered my head.
I struggled.
"Why are you doing that?"
"I'm teaching you."
After a long time, the pain disappeared.
"I want to go to the house and look for something I lost five years ago. I have to find something." He was talking to me very seriously.
"Okay."
"Thanks. I have to go now. I'll leave the mountain-horse here. If you see any problems, you can call me. Leave to your house as soon as you are given a problem. I want to go out to find something. Good night. "He wrote his hand out from my shoulder and then walked away.