Stranded in the null-
I had way too much to think about-
Namely-
Why did I fail?
Why did I get punished?
And why did the system want me to keep living?
What merits did it have?
Well- the short answer to the first one was- I was weak and didn't know much about my enemy. I didn't know much about my own capabilities either.
Till now, no matter what- the system had my back and even in the most horrible of situations, I found ways to overcome it.
However-
I got punishment because I directly acted beyond the system's boundaries. But that also bore the question- why did it have boundaries?
Why couldn't it just make me really strong?
What were even levels anyway?
And why did we have those?
Too many questions-
Yet no answer…
Just floating around-
The dark-
Purple null-
Just floating around.
I didn't need to breathe- and I didn't need anything in particular.
