"I feel miserable. Like I have let down everybody. I feel that something was going wrong in our relationship. I was growing more and more distant from Jun. I was making excuses to avoid meeting him! I felt horrible, a-and I really didn't want to do that…I wanted to talk to Jun, but I don't know what and how? We were in a relationship, so how was I supposed to tell him that I preferred my time without him? I didn't know how to explain that. I didn't know why I was feeling that way. Everything was fine when we were children…
B-But the more possessive he became after we started dating, the more uncomfortable I got. He wanted to be everywhere with me but many times, I didn't share those sentiments, and I felt pathetic!" She wiped her eyes. "I was failing as his girlfriend, and I didn't want to…" she shook hard.
Siying hugged his sister and whispered, "Ssh. Shui, it's okay. Just don't cry…"
