I wandered idly around my sleeping people, at the mercy of my own stability
A mental breakdown...That was the end of my hesitation and what being overly considerate meant for everybody involved. Suppressing my urges, I went along with what I knew they'd accept and ignored what I knew would be right, even if it didn't sit well with any of them.
This need to please everyone around me... This had to stop.
But it wasn't all bad.
My hand patted my beating heart. Someone had always been there with me, doing what was best even if it didn't sit well with me. I smiled at that, finding a peace that should have been twisted but really wasn't. The idea was just peaceful without any additions.
