It was one of those rare moments when I was afraid of myself. Of what I was capable of.
In my earlier struggles, I was lost.
In those new struggles of mine, I was battling with how loose actions were for me, and how easy it was to do anything. Not having a limit was at times, frightening. And not being able to make a decision was now even more so.
I was lost all over again.
My identity was clear. But my mind was all over the place. If I sleep now with my eyes open, just like everyone around me. What would happen to all of us?
'Why are you complicating things,' the monster's voice was clear in my head.
He was me.
"You appear at the worst times possible,"
He was the asshole that kept calling Elizabeth his, he was the sound of my rage, my threats, he was what I used to intimidate the monsters from around me.
'I'm just here to guide and support, you were the one to pull me to the surface this time, Theodor,'
I laughed, he was probably right.
