it was another normal day, now we will go to where this story takes place, will lily finally realize she has people there for her, or will she end it all with a particular way, let's find out together and go into the past of this poor girl, shall we.
awake she opens her eyes to see a hospital, so white and clean she thought to herself "i was walking to the roof i think" then she could not recall at all a single thing, "no one was there for me i was all alone" she though sadly, as she cried to herself, going to what she believes, was a small memory of how this all began, as a simple sentence was stuck inside her head, "have you tried crossing over yet", as she cried to herself "i wanna die'' repeatedly as she gets changed and goes back home with her parents, now let's find out what will happen later on keep reading to see out, and we shall find out together.
just an average girl, she always wore a smile she was cheerful, and happy for a short while, but now she's older thing are getting colder, she then thought to herself "life's not what i thought i wish someone had told me", now thinking back to when told her parents how she was feeling down, then they let it slip by, so from then one she kept it on the inside, she told herself "i'm alright" but she was tell herself white lies, can you not tell, look at her dull eyes, she then tried to stop herself from crying almost every night, though she knew there was no chance of feeling alright. summer came by all she wore was long sleeves, because those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see, despite the fact that she knew she was depressed, although she didn't want to admit it, she thought she would not fit in,, everyone seemed to miss it, she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound, bleeding out from every cut her body consumed. she had no friends at school all alone she sat, and if someone were to notice her cuts she would blame her cat, however those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake, but no one cared enough to save her from this self pain.
things were going down never really up, so here she is stuck in this stupid rut, she knew exactly what she had to do next, just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck. she wrote a letter with a handshaking while "look at me now are you proud of you precious child?", but she knew that her parents were not the ones to blame, it was the world that should bow down it's head in shame, she stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon, just hoping it will all be over soon, the chair fell down as she took her final breath, it's all over all gone, now she's greeting death. her mum walks in, then she falls down to the floor, and now nothing can take back what she just saw, the little girl that she raised is just hanging there, her body's pale and her face is violently bare, she sees the note and unfolds it with care, all she does is stare, "how can this be fair?", she starts reading the note as the tears roll down her face. "i'm sorry mom, but this world is just not my place, i've tried for so long to fix this and fit in, i've come to realize this world's full of sin, there's nothing for me here, i'm just a waste of space, i've got no reason to stay here with this awful race, it's a disgrace, i was misplaced, born in the wrong time and in the wrong place, it's ok though, because you'll see me soon, you'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon, as it shines bright, throughout the night, and remember everyone's facing their own fights, but i can't deal with this pain, i'm not a fighter, you'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter so let the world know that i died in vain, because the world around me is the one to blame, and i know in a year you'll forget i'm gone, because i'm not really something to be dwelled on, that's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school, so i'm going by the law majority rules, my presence on this earth is not needed any longer, and if anything i hope this makes you stronger, you're the best friend that i ever had, such a shame i had to make you so very sad, just remember that you meant everything to me, and to my heart, you're the only one that held the key, now it's time to go i'm running out of space to write, and yes i lost my fight, but please just hold on tight.
i'm watching over you from the clouds above, sending down the purest and whitest doves, to watch over you and be my helpful eye, so this is it world... goodbye."
Inspired by the song Her Last Words