The sand in my toes is perfect. The Four Season's never disappoints, I get the privacy I desire in the residential suite and if I want I can get the staff to bring me dinner as well. This is exactly what I have been needing. Just getting away from everything. Back home things are starting to look up for me though. Bronson and I are on pretty good terms, well work wise. We both let go of the pain of the past and have a pretty good working relationship. Alice and Craig really did hit it off and have went out to dinner a few nights this last week and Dillon and I have been talking every night. Maybe finally forgiving Bronson allowed me to open up to something new coming along. Dillon did try to get me to allow him to come on this trip, but we haven't known each other long enough. Maybe next year him and I will head off to Scotland for my vacation.
I got in just around dinner last night, ate and went right to bed. I sent Dillon a quick text and let him know I was exhausted and crashed. This morning the ocean was calling and I just came right out here when I opened my eyes. I couldn't help it, it is just so calming and beautiful.
Went back to my room a little before lunch to check my phone and give Dillon a call. Um, I have 6 texts from him… "Good Morning Beautiful, how did you sleep?" ah that is sweet, "Sleeping Kinda late this morning, call me when you get up.", "Where are you? Are you ignoring me?", man seriously, "MADISON! Why are you ignoring me?", "Who is with you?", "You Whore, new guy catch your fancy and now you don't want to talk to me!", wow, really? I also have three voice mails.
"Hey Madison, it's Dillon, just checking in to see how everything went last night. I know you were tired. Give me a call when you get up." Not bad, must have been before he got pissed.
"Madison, why haven't you called me back?" Ok I have major red flags going off about this guy. I have only known him for a damn week.
"What the hell Madison, find some new boy toy over there in Hawaii and can't give me the time of day or what? Did you take that guy from the park to Hawaii with you and lie to me about it? You are such a whore, me and others on the hook too. You better call me and soon!"
Yeah not calling you ever again Dillon, seriously? I thought everything was going so well for us too. I was really interested in him. Man you really can't find a good guy out there anymore. Oh look who is calling again, might as well get this over with. Then maybe I won't have to deal with it when I get home too. "Hello."
"Oh now you answer your phone." I can hear the anger in his voice, maybe it is good I am in another state he is really giving me the creeper vibe now.
"Dillon, I don't have to explain myself to you. We have only known each other a week. But for your information I woke up with morning to a beautiful sunrise and went out to the beach to enjoy it and didn't take my phone. I just now got back to my room to some pretty disturbing text messages and voicemails."
"Oh and I am just supposed to believe you?"
"Frankly I don't care if you believe me or not. Do me a favor while I am gone and lose my number."
"What?!"
"You heard me, I will not have someone trying to dictate everything and get pissed after just a week because he wasn't able to reach me for a few hours. This is the second time that you have been like this and I am not sticking around for a third."
"Madison wait, sorry I have some insecurities because of previous relationships. I shouldn't be taking that out on you."
"Dillon, you have told me about some of your previous relationships and I do understand you have been cheated on but I am done. You obviously have trust issues you need to work out and I am not going to be the one you work them out with."
"Madison you can't do this. We were going so great."
"Dillon, we have only know each other for a week and we spent one night at a club together. We don't even really know each other. I am sorry but whatever this is, was or could have been is done. Good bye Dillon."
"Madison wait."
"No Dillon, goodbye." And I hung up. I really was starting to like that guy, but he was getting a little too possessive after just one week. I can't imagine what he would be like after a month, or six months. Better to just end it now and enjoy my vacation. Oh, and there went my stomach, it is time for me to go find some lunch too.
Other than the weird stuff with Dillon the first few days of my vacation have been great. Granted that first day Dillon texted and called my phone another couple dozen times, but I just ignored the texts and blocked his number so his calls didn't come through and he couldn't leave a voice message. The longer he went the more secure I felt in my decision to end everything and after that first day he finally stopped texting me. I didn't even take the time to delete the messages because I didn't want to waste my vacation getting caught up in his drama. I should call Alice though and let her know, just in case Craig is anything like Dillon.
"Hey girl, how is your vacation going?" Alice always makes me smile with her upbeat attitude.
"It is going really well. Had a rough start on the first day, but everything is good now."
"Oh?"
"Yeah, I had to break things off with Dillon. He got way to possessive after just knowing him for a week. Just wanted to give you a heads up in case Craig was anything like that."
"Well about that. Craig and Dillon aren't really friends."
"Really?"
"Yeah, Dillon is Craig's roommate's brother and Dillon was at Craig's apartment last week looking for his sister, Stacy, when Craig was headed to go dancing and Dillon just kinda invited himself along."
"Huh, Craig lives with Dillon's sister?"
"Yeah, I guess she is friends with Craig's sister and when she moved to College Station needed a place to crash and they have been roommates for a couple years now. She is like his little sister. Craig did say she tries her best to avoid her brother, but he moved to College Station a few months back and won't leave her be. He acts like he is her dad and she has to do everything he says so she just avoids him. That is also why Craig let him tag along last week, so he wouldn't stay at the apartment waiting for Stacy and go through her stuff. Because I guess he has done that before too."
"How long have you known this?"
"It came up a few days ago. I didn't want to bug you on your vacation, but I guess Dillon came by Craig's place royally pissed off talking about how all women are whores and wanting to know where the hell Stacy was whoring herself around now. Craig got pretty pissed and kicked him out. Stacy hasn't heard from him since then."
"And this was a few days ago?"
"Yeah."
"I broke everything off with him my first full day here."
"Three days ago, yeah that is the evening he showed up at Craig's. I would say it is a good thing you told him to take a hike. He seems kinda nuts."
"Yeah, and if he is like that with his sister I would say his issues run pretty deep. Enough about him, how are things with you and Craig?"
"They are really good Madison, I really like this guy."
"That is great Alice, I am so excited for you."
"Go enjoy your vacation, I will tell you all about it when you get back."
"Ok, love you girl."
"Love you too."
Now I am positive getting rid of Dillon was a smart choice. I feel sorry for
earlier girlfriends now. I bet they never even cheated on him. Oh well, done with that time to enjoy some more of my vacation.
For the rest of the week I just relaxed, well and went swimming with dolphins. Just spent the time enjoying myself and not worrying about nothing. Then Sunday a rose showed up with my breakfast. I asked the busser about it, but he didn't seem to know where it came from. Must have caught someone's eye I didn't notice.
The following morning when I opened the door there was a rose on the floor at my door. If someone wants to get my attention they, have it, but why don't they let me know who they are? Maybe we could have dinner or something before I have to head back home. No time to figure it out now, I have a grand day of hiking this beautiful island today.