Sitting in a large room with mom, dad, and Anna around me and the rest of them on the couches before me, I took a deep breath.
There were only us in this room and Rein was at the very back of the room as I had asked her to stay for some reason that even I didn't know.
Maybe I wanted her to hear this one, or maybe it was just a selfish thought.
We had something between us and if it was going to go to some place; she had to hear this one now.
And I didn't believe I will be able to tell this another time myself.
Her family had stayed out without even asking, so I knew they were even more understanding than I believed.
Zoe was also on the other side with them, and even though she just knew everything about me, I never actually told her anything myself.
And although I knew from the start that Anna knew just how I was feeling, she insisted on staying with me and I was helpless against her.