Cauldron.
This is a word I've never imagined I'd use to describe myself. I mean, using its alternative – kettle, didn't quite capture my tumultuous feelings as I paced the length of my room. I guess the person that coined 'never say never' was onto something profound, because, at this point, my body is a cauldron of mixed emotions.
It is indeed boiling, with anger first of all. I don't understand why she wore a damn bikini in front of that all-male crew. I was there and had heard their crude jokes as they waited for her. I'm angry and jealous that they got to see that. With the excuse of the camera, they got to gawk at every inch of her skin in that sinfully sexy bath suit she had on.