Jessica
There are times in life when you will feel so down and exhausted.
Imagine trying to get something but you couldn't despite your effort to get it.
Most times we say luck isn't by our side. Or we say the future is unclear.
But in my case, the future is clearer as day.
And here's the future. I am obviously going to turn into a zombie and get killed by my loved ones.
How is that not clear to me?
I should really have listened to Jake the other time or perhaps, I should have taken more men. Or I shouldn't have let them split up or I shouldn't have told them to go look for Mathias and the rest while we continued as a moment of ecstasy.
Gosh! I caused all this bullshit. I didn't think about it deeply.
I should have allowed fate to take its course. I didn't know I was slowly changing the future myself.
I was the one that made myself available for Charles to kidnap me. If I had not been having several sexes with Max, then the future would still be the same.
