No failure is considered good in the beginning. Everything felt so unfair, feeling cheated, angry, and all the hurt feelings that pierced to carve a wound in the soul. One loss is followed by another loss until the wound increases on the other side of the heart recess or the pain pierce in the same place with a greater depth of wound than before.
Delia had thought that they were the ones who came into her life, not Delia who approached or looked for them. They are present in his life only to stop for a moment, leaving scars and painful stories in the midst of the cruelty of life.
From a series of losses, Delia has learned many things. They were gone for good and Delia didn't expect any of them to come back in her life. Blocking off all access she has to those people or installing invisible screens, not letting those people find her.
Delia realized the silence and loneliness that accompanied the loss. Both things were so familiar to Delia. Delia also realized that it would actually be a waste of life if you didn't do something good for yourself. In the end, all hatred will only be felt and swallowed alone, and in the end, every wound will heal by itself. Healing is not easy, time is not short. In the end, Delia also knew that every tear that fell was too much for someone who really wasn't worth crying over, which Delia regretted another day.
When a new loss occurs, it is difficult to see the good things that God has prepared. Because her eyes are still filled with tears of sadness. Her hands have not found a grip that will strengthen her again.
Whether it was a mistake or not, Delia never regretted anything. All decisions that occur are life choices. Wrong has become a risk, injury has become a result. Delia only thought about how she could get out of that problem and stand back strong looking at the future and tomorrow with the mind and the spaciousness of the heart to then come to the point where she laughed at the life from her past. People who now feel worthless other than to be left behind in their new steps.
"Over and over again the love came and I was weak afterward to the point of being completely crushed." Delia stared into the footed mirror that stood in the corner of her bedroom. Witnessing the shadow of herself that looked disheveled, her hair slightly disheveled, puffy eyes and also dark eye circles that looked clearly black. "I don't know why love can be so difficult. I don't even know which choice is right for me right now."
Delia was still looking at herself with a sad feeling even though the feeling was gradually disappearing. It's not easy and it takes hard work. Delia had explored several places during her time away from Marsha Anderson's life. Deactivated her latest cell phone number and blocked all access that could be hacked by Nolan Ross to then reach Marsha Anderson. Delia wants to go through all the pain in her heart alone, to absorb, interpret and validate all the feelings that are raging in her thoughts and feelings.
"Falling in love again is a mistake," Delia muttered with her gaze still fixed on herself. What Delia did for almost an hour. Unmoved and just staring blankly until she lay back down her now thin body. Hugging her knees tightly to her chest while lying on her side. The wound felt smothered so tightly.
Nothing can really be forgotten. All the pieces of events in the form of memories will only disappear for a moment until the time to come back. Nothing can beat time to heal.
There are many people who travel all over the world to amazing places like Nepal and the Andes to enjoy the unmissable views of the universe.
The part of the world that places Mountains and the rest of the universe is incredible, but it's often too easy to overlook the amazing walks we have in our own backyards. That's the way life sometimes happens. Focus on the big thing that is far from view even though it feels close. Ignoring the little things that are around, which in fact have become the essentials of a journey before arriving at the big things that have appeared in the first place.
From stunning views of the Rockies to the country's highest snowy peaks, there are some scenic mountain jumps to enjoy. "Do I want to circle the peaks or just want to hike around the high mountains? Before I go and book a long haul flight to the distant mountains?" Questions that arise at the beginning of Delia's journey to explore many places with a lump of sadness that feels torturous.
Vermont is a destination on Delia Ashton's travel list. Vermont is a United States state located in the New England region of the Northeastern United States. The state with the largest land area. Vermont has a population of just 608,827 and is the least populated state in the United States. As the only state in the New England region that does not have a coastline with the Atlantic Ocean, to the west of Vermont is the Green Mountains and Lake Champlain is to the northwest. To the south, Vermont is bordered by the state of Massachusetts, to the east by New Hampshire, to the west by New York, and the Province of Quebec to the north.
"The right choice," Delia sighed as she managed to set foot in the city after her previous exploration ended with an adrenaline rush of satisfaction. Delia had arranged several places she had to go. Previously Delia had visited the Ridge Trail, Old Rag Mountain, Virginia.
A place within the boundaries of Shenandoah National Park, a scenic trail that involves some scrambling as Delia makes her way through some granite boulders on the way up. The trail is a circular trail of under nine miles, and one of the most interesting is the natural cave pass, where the trail passes through the spaces between the rocks. There is also some great rock climbing on some of the cliffs around the mountain.
Delia's next route is the Highline Trail, Montana. Delia was amazed by the universe she managed to see with her pair of eyes that still often shed tears of sadness. Forget all the pain by traversing some of the best mountain views in Glacier National Park, stunning, well-maintained trails. Delia had time to run into people who brought their children along on the trip. Delia thinks the trail is now suitable for older children, while the route across the valley side of Delia will often see wild goats, marmots, and other wildlife along the route, while the views of Mount Gould and Logan Pass are magnificent.
Delia's journey does not only reach around America with all its universe. A stronger physique must be prepared by Delia Ashton in his conquest of the universe this time. Delia can't remember the last time she crossed nature, climbed mountains, and explored the long route that finally brought Delia the most beautiful opportunity to see God's most beautiful work.
The Long Trail is a 270-mile route that traverses all of Vermont, but the area around Jay Peak is the most popular. Delia has known this from many explorers who share their experiences on the youtube channel. The Long Trail is the last peak on the route before Delia reaches the Canadian Border. For a shorter walk that shouldn't take a few weeks, Delia has joined the track at Jay Pass, and climbed to the top, where Delia has the opportunity to enjoy great views, with some areas heavily snowed.
Mount McKinley, Alaska or often referred to as Mount Denali. The highest mountain on the continent. A journey that required a lot of preparation and effort, along with the support of others who met Delia on the way. They help each other to climb to the top. In Himalayan conditions with frigid temperatures, this is one of the best to try with a group, although it's fair to say that the results in terms of the scenery around Denali National Park are sensational.
All the shadows from many places brought Delia happy memories that for a moment faded the sad feelings inside her. That debilitating feeling became the energy that turned out to be strengthening for Delia to be able to reach the highest place in the world, not a man-made building, but a universe created by the Owner of Life.
Delia's love of exploration brings with it her inner wounds which gradually disappear, though not completely. When silence and loneliness are present, the sadness follows and does not let go. Delia enjoyed the whole process. Pain, crying, asking himself along with a series of memories that are still fresh in his memory. Delia does not regret the decisions in her life that have brought Delia Ashton to this point.
Half a day passed and Delia got up from lying down and sat cross-legged on the bed. Delia was still gathering all her chaotic self-control. Prepare the appearance with a better even if only vague. Delia had locked herself up for several days since her return to the Ashtons' home in Salisbury.
Delia turned to stare at the balcony that had been left open the entire time. Allowing the wind to blow to greet him. "I need some fresh air. Yes, before I go crazy," Delia muttered for a moment before she stretched her legs and then stepped on the marble floor that felt cold barefoot.
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