CHAPTER EIGHTY ONE
WARNING :
Mature Content and Explicit Scenes up ahead.
Yuan scooped Feifei, with blankets and all, and placed him on his lap. He placed his head on Feifei's shoulders while wrapping his arms around Feifei's waist.
"Im not going to pretend I know your mind and your mood. But I'm sincerely hoping, instead of you spending so much time thinking about things that upsets you, why dont you just let it all go out and tell me about it. I may not have all the answers but I can listen to your concerns. Don't bottle it in and make wild assumptions. Again, I'm no mind reader. Don't leave me in the dark and leave me guessing what you want or what you need or what I missed or what I did. Just...Fei, just talk to me alright? I will give it all my best to provide you the best there is. I'm not going to try. I'm going to give it all to you. Just...don't cry, okay? I really feel helpless when you cry." Yuan sighed again.
Is having a relationship like a game of chess? He feels like the next time they have a misunderstanding, he has to wear an armor. Yuan thought.
Feifei looked at Yuan with a tear stained face and a bright smile.
Feifei cupped Yuan's face with both his hands and kissed him with all the love and passion that Yuan has stirred up in him.
He really, really love him.
So much.
Feifei swept Yuan's mouth with his tongue like what Yuan loves to do with his. And sucked Yuan's tongue hard, milking it dry.
Yuan, as always, answered with equal fervor and an even more enthusiastic counter attack.
Their tongue were in war with each other as Yuan's arms tightened all the more on Feifei's waist.
Feifei tilted his head to the side as their kissing went heavy, more passionate, more intense. His hands went inside Yuan's shirt and caressed Yuan's body.
The feel of Yuan's solid hard chest, the tightness of his muscles, the heat of his body, makes Feifei moan with delight.
He loves Yuan's body. It makes him ache.
Yuan's hands, not to be outdone, took the blankets Feifei wrapped himself with and pushed Feifei on the bed.
Feifei just looked at Yuan with half lidded eyes, swollen lips and an overall bewitching face.
Yuan's chest constricted staring at Feifei like the temptress he really is.
He turned Feifei around so his back is facing him, then he directly took off Feifei's underpants.
"Raise your hips, baby. I want to see your ass." Yuan whispered softly.
Feifei knelt while desperately covering his secret with the blanket.
Yuan just smiled privately as he noticed Feifei's small action.
He would really pay the price of his secret. He thought.
Yuan palmed Feifei's ass as he parted Feifei's butt cheeks and stared at the hole.
Its red but not broken.
"Are you sore?"
Feifei shook his head. "No."
Yuan reached for the oils on the table beside the bed and poured a lot in his hand and into Feifei's hole.
Yuan directly put two fingers in. Then began a slow thrust. Then he poured a lot of oil again on the hole.
"Soft and sweet or rough and hard?"
He wants to do it hard and fast but with Feifei's emotional outbursts earlier, he wants to give him what he wants.
The stability he needs.
Feifei bit his lips.
"I want it to hurt."
Yuan stared at the back of Feifei's head while he still continued to thrusts his fingers slowly inside Feifei's ass.
"Look at me." Yuan ordered.
Feifei looked over at him with a confused face.
"There is a strange place between pleasure and pain. I'm going to bring you there and you can decide for yourself whether it gives you the feelings you thought it would or if its more than what you expect it to be. I promise you would take delight on it."
Glancing at the window, he can see the light of day. The sun is almost up. They have to make this fast.
"But I don't think we have the time to explore it now. And I don't want to hurry things up and muddle through it. I want us both to enjoy the experience."
"I will give you a different kind of pain for now."