CHAPTER SEVENTY TWO
Yuan looked down at the crying Feifei. He was taken aback. His body stiffened.
What did just happen? He was buffled why Feifei suddenly cried.
"Did I hurt you? What do you need?" Yuan asked anxiously.
Feifei looked up at Yuan and smiled brightly at him while tears continued to stream down his face.
Yuan is even more confused.
He kissed Feifei's tear stained face while his hands kept stroking his back. Soothing him.
"Sssh.. I'm here." Yuan cooed.
Together with the blankets Feifei wrapped himself with, Yuan took Feifei into his arms and placed him on his lap.
Yuan encircled Feifei's waist with his arm and hugged him tightly. Pulling him close to his body.
Like shielding Feifei, protecting him.
Then he put Feifei's head at the curve of his neck as he slowly brush Feifei's hair with his other hand.
Yuan did not ask anything anymore. Just kept silent and waited until Feifei's sobs subsided.
When Feifei raised his head and looked at Yuan, Yuan smiled down at him. Assuring him.
While hiccupping, Feifei wiped his tears on Yuan's shoulder. Yuan just smile dotingly at his actions.
"Want to talk about it?"
Feifei looked up at Yuan and shook his head.
"I feel good. I'm very happy." He touched Yuan's lips with his.
"Thank you, Yuan. I love every single bit of what happened."
Yuan chuckled.
He pressed his forehead to Feifei's forehead and kept silent.
Feifei closed his eyes and just enjoyed this simple moment with him. Just his mere presence makes him feel safe and calm.
They just stayed that way for awhile.
Listening to each other's heartbeat, taking in each other's breaths, perceiving each other's emotional state.
Just simply feeling each other. Enjoying each other.
"If your hurt or need anything, talk to me, okay?" Yuan broke the silence.
Feifei tilted his head and seriously felt his body. Especially his ass.
"I can still feel the tingling, pleasant feeling. No pain." Feifei shook his head.
Yuan breathed a sigh of relief.
"You must want to wash. Do you want me to leave or stay?" Yuan asked.
Feifei stared at Yuan.
"Do you want to stay?" Feifei asked back.
"Yes." Yuan answered directly. With no hesitation at all.
"I want you to stay too." Feifei murmured softly. His head bent down. As if ashamed to admit this truth.
"Then I will stay." Yuan kissed Feifei's head.
"Go wash up. I boiled water for you. It must be ready now."
Feifei raised his eyes at Yuan in surprise.
He went down earlier to get a basin of water and also boiled water for him to use? Feifei is astounded.
This cold, aloof man is really good. Feifei smiled up at Yuan.
Yuan smiled back. "Go. Wash."
Yuan put Feifei down on the bed while Feifei was carefully holding the blanket close to his body.
Yuan wants to laugh.
Feifei may not realize yet but him opening his ass like that, already exposed his secret.
Seeing Feifei naively protecting himself from his eyes, Yuan just smiled tenderly at him and kissed his head.
Then walked out of the room to give him the privacy he needs.
He really needs to confess soon. Yuan thought.
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Feifei stared at the closed door after Yuan walked out.
He expected the pain.
The serious excruciating, unbearable kind of pain.
But it only happened at first. And it was replaced by a sense of euphoria.
So making love is like this.
He loved it. And he is honestly looking forward to doing it again. Soon.
Feifei smiled.
He wasn't aware he is this perverse.
When Feifei stood up, he can see the wetness on the bedcover. His mess.
He took off the dirty bedcovers and threw it to the dump basket where he put his soiled clothes. He then replaced the cover with new ones.
Taking his change of clothes, he walked out of the room. He expected to see Yuan standing at the platform.
But he isn't there.
He found Yuan in the kitchens standing near the stove. Hearing him coming, Yuan smiled lightly at him.
"I prepared the water for you. I made porridge."
Yuan walked closer to him and stroked his hair.
Then left.
Looking at the two pails of water filled to the brim and the huge basin ready for him, Feifei felt butterflies in his stomach.
He is not a talker. But he certainly is a doer.
Feifei smiled broadly as he enjoyed the royal treatment.