I lost myself and I lost him too.
All the pretty stars shine and the moon too is beautiful tonight. I am walking down the melancholic concrete road with the chilly wind embracing me. I hug my coat tighter and exhale as I see a small fog form after.
I have always been stronger than all my men, except for him. no one has ever made me do all these things, no one has ever made me act how I am acting and have been acting when it comes to him. He came into my life and he turned out to be my whole world.
I am walking aimlessly around at night, in the city of New York as I think about my whole life, and I feel like I need to walk it all off, I do not a drink, I do not need a cry, no. I need a walk and be in this city before I have to leave in a few hours and then miss It when I am away, with the people in it.
