I miss him now more than ever.
The fact that he was less than four feet away from me, made me want him more, it made me crave him. I almost also messed up and really put everything I have been working for in jeopardy.
I am on my own again, seated at the back of a cab almost midnight and driving off to the hotel and I know a time like this tomorrow I will be so far away from new York and from him. Away from the people I love and now more than ever, I wish I can just take a pause and really recollect myself.
I feel like I am always on the move, since I came here and I haven't also really processed everything that has happened at this point.
