The truth is, I like Cory.
Well, not love him, no. I don't think I will ever love him like that. But, I like him enough to keep him around and I love what he does for me.
We have built a history together, and he has been there for me, even if he could have done a better job in doing so, but even I can admit that he is one skilled man.
Highly trained and so much in love with me, enough to make sure nothing and no one touches me.
Also, he is so good in bed, and remember I can barely tolerate any man close to me save for the two men already in my life, I think this is the best way to go.
I don't tell him all of this of course. That would just make me seem …. Selfish and very self-absorbed.
It might be because life has taught me that being selfish is the only way to go. Well, that and the fact that I have always been selfish my whole life, except when I didn't and that got me burnt.