He doesn't know where he is dropping me off. I give him the directions and then tell him to leave I will go home myself.
Of course he does this while arguing with me but he goes on anyway.
I a left in the dark alley and I walk all the way back, alone and I pocket my hands tightly in the packer pockets. There is a fire escape exit, and I know that when I reach the top, I am going to access the floor I am going in. I climb the stairs, not really looking down because I have a fear of heights. But with the adrenaline still coursing through my blood, I don't think I can be bothered with that.