There are moments that I felt dislocated from the decisions I made.
Moments of where we depart from one and other, just because you couldn't control your magic.
Moments that I witness your happy, enjoyable life surrounded by people who cares about you while there's no one here to support me when I'm tired.
Moments where I realised that being born in a mage family, I was born as a normal person.
But I guess it doesn't matter now.
"Maybe it's better if I have been here at the first place."