Chapter thirty-eight
Henry
I drove out of the street. My head feels heavy for a known reason. I feel sudden heartbreak, like my heart has been ripped in two.
I know I'm not supposed to feel this way but I don't know why I feel so helpless towards it. I just can't help myself.
Though, I'm still finding it hard to differentiate it. I'm finding it hard to think about why I'm having this weird feeling. I sincerely don't know what's happening to me.
What I felt the other time when I saw Declan kiss her is something I can't comprehend. I'm not supposed to feel anything.
Gosh, Jayde isn't even my wife. She's not Hattie!
She's a nobody! Gosh! I should set this straight. I should let her know I'm aware. I should make her tell me everything she knows about Hattie.
And what she discussed with Declan. I should make her split it all out.
I don't know why I'm hesitating! I fucking don't know why.
