CHAPTER FORTY
LUCIAN
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Fuck!
My chest rose and fell in uneven breaths.
She cheated me!
The words wouldn't stop chanting in my head no matter how I tried.
It was continuous, slowly driving me insane.
She had spewed out those lies that she would accept me. I wasn't a person who trusted easily, being skeptical about almost everything was a trait I had inherited for as long as I could remember. And while I hadn't fully believed her, a huge part of me had hoped...Even when I shouldn't.
When I had often fantasized about her all those years, it hadn't involved me harming her, I wanted her and thought she would be the only person who would ever understand me...who would love me. And even though I didn't understand what the feeling meant, I knew I wanted it from her.
Why did she have to think of that bastard all of the time!
