13th February,2022
Wednesday
10 P.M.
Dear Diary,
Today is a rollercoaster experience.After that tragic event happen to my parents the other day,I was rejected by Hashimoto-kun today.
Yes,I confessed my love to him.But it seems like she was not still yet ready for this kind of thing.I lose my parents in a car accident and now I lose to someone I love in a cofession.I really don't know how to feel right now.
But after the class ended,he visits me in the spare room.I don't know why she visits me but when he started patting my head,it surprised me.The way how he gently patting my head,it reminds me of Mom.And when he said that I can rely to him if there's something bothering me,I couldn't help but to cry in front of him.
Yes,I showed to him my weak side.But that's okay.I don't mind doing that to someone I love.He also said that I can rely to my other classmates.He's right.With the help of Hashimoto-kun,my classmates and others,I can be able to move on from the death of my parents.It may take a while.The pain may didn't go away immdetiately.But that's alright.
Life is unfair but we need to accept it to face the future.
Lastly,that event makes me to love
Hashimoto-kun even more.I remember when my late parents supported me when I first revealed to them that I have someone I liked in school.Well yes,he rejected me but it doesn't mean I can't confess again to him.Also,he just said he was just not yet ready.If he decided to have romantic relationship to someone then I will take that opportunity to confess again.Of course,rivals may appear.It was a all-girl highschool afterall.But I will just need to surpass them.
But for now,let's focus first on Valentines Day tomorrow.Now that I said it,I already finished creating a chocolate that I will give to Hashimoto-kun tomorrow.I hope he likes it.
Aina