Hello, It's me Alistar.
I'm here to apologize for not uploading chapters quickly. I had great motivation at first. I has the whole ideas set in my head. This story was going to be originally about an immortal student who could feel pain but could never die. I had the first chapter done and finished. Then I let my friend K.R read it. They really liked it which made me happy. They asked to write the second chapter for me. Which I let them. I was more into the action part of the book while K.R was more into the mystery part.
We spent our times during lunch planning the whole story out. We came up with characters and we even came up with backstories for them all. We had our favourite characters too. We had such fun. We were so happy when we reached 500 reads on our book.
Then we moved up in school. Suddenly we had no contact besides seeing eachother in the mornings and texting. As time went by me and K.R just shifted. I felt out of place in the morning as more of K.R's friends showed up. I felt like I could just leave and they wouldn't notice. Which I ended up doing. I tried to keep contact I tried to get them to write with me.
K.R only wrote up to chapter 4. I wrote the entire last chapter without them. I only had them read it. I tried to get them to write by sharing a doc with them and had no luck. Suddenly I had no more motivation to write anymore. I couldn't do it not without them.
I am apologizing for two reasons: not uploading and for quiting on this story.
This is goodbye. I will work on new books by myself.