Isaac is already finished and we are on our way to his car, when we got inside he stop and look at me.
"Why?" I ask him.
He did not answered back and continue to stared at me and it made me conscious. Is something wrong with my face? Is there a dirt?
"You're making me conscious." I said and shyly look down.
Even if we were in a relationship for too long, I still feel a little bit awkward when I'm with Isaac. Because sometimes he acts weird like what he is doing right now. He suddenly stared at me without any other reason.
He chuckled and softly caressed my cheeks. He then put some strands of my hair behind my ears. "Can we not go?"
I look at hime confused. "Why? Are you not feeling well? You should have told me earlier." I said in panicked as I touched his forehead.
When it comes to him I really panicked. I don't want something bad to happened to him just like what happened a year ago. I can still remember the day when I asked him to go out for a date and he had a fever but never told me. He never thought told me because he said that he needs to go because it was our 6th anniversary. I felt so bad that time because he still chose me even though he doesn't feel good.
I just found out later when we got home because one of his friends called me and informed me that he was in the hospital. I wanted to go and visit him but I can't because of his parents. As much as I want to see him, I can't because we already made an agreement that we should not let his parents know. All what I did that time was to call his friends and ask for news and updates about him. Gladly, after two days he got out and that's when I confronted him about it.
Isaac shook his head and smiled at me. "No, love. I'm all good."
I raised my brow at him. Telling him not he should tell me the truth. "Don't you dare lie to me, Sac. You know that I don't want to experience again what happened to you the last time."
"I swear." He said then held his right hand upwards.b
"Then why are you asking me not to go whej we are already leaving?"
He went closer to me and hug me which made me stilled. "Just because," he said in a low voice.
"Hmm? What is it?"
"I just want to cuddle. You know I missed you so much and I haven't seen you for a week. I just want to spend the whole day with you." He said as he carressed the back of my hair.
I can sense in his voice that he truly missed me. And as much as I wanted to go out with him, I can't just go on to what I want.
I heaved a deep sigh and hugged him back. "Okay, we'll just stay in your apartment then."
He pulled away from his embrace and then gave me a sweet smile. "Yes! I love you. Mwaah!" He said and kissed me on the lips and kissed him back.
"I love you too. We will just order food for us then since you don't have any supplies of food in your apartment." I said and rolled my eyes which made him chuckled again.
"I'm sorry, love. You know I hate cooking. Why should I cook when there's restaurant nearby?"
I rolled my eyes because of his reason. "You and your laziness, Sac. Tsk tsk." I said while shaking my head.
"Yeah, and you love me."
"Whatever." I said while rolling my eyes once more.
I don't know about him but when it comes to his supplies in his apartment, he's too lazy to buy. He always reason for having a restaurant nearby.
We got down from his car and went back inside his apartment. He then went to his room while I remained on the living room to call for a food delivery. I ordered pizza, friend chicken and macaroni salad.
When Isaac went out of his room, he had already change his clothes. I sat on the sofa and he went beside me and hugged me. He burried his face on my neck and sniffed it. And honestly it tickles and it sent a tingling sensation over my body.
"Hmm," a soft moan escaped in my mouth.
"You really like when I do that." He said while grinning widely when he pulled away.
"Of course, who wouldn't? I mean, it tickles you know." I said as I giggled.
He continue to do what he was doing with my neck and after half a minutes, he stopped and then gave me a hug.
"We should stop before it gets to some thing not good." He said then close his eyes. And it made me smile when I heart him say that.
Isaac may be known as a bad boy when we were still in our college days but he is a well mannered and respectful man. People just misunderstood him because of how he handle women but when you get to know him deeper, that's when you will truly know him.
Just like now. He is the one who always put limits to himself even though I'm not stopping him. His reason? He will wait until I'm ready. Until I'll be the one to tell him that I'm ready to give myself for him. And not all men are like that. There's a few of them that were left, and I'm so lucky that Isaac was one of that few men out there.
I'm truly thankful to God for giving me such an amazing man. A man who made me feel special and made me realize that not all relationship needs to have a sex for it to last longer.
He's an ideal man that every woman would dream to have. I'm so lucky to have him and I will not ask for more. Just him, forevermore.