Has my life ever been as doomed as I am in at the moment? I can't really remember, when was the last time I ever felt these way or if I have ever felt these way before in my whole 19years of existence.
I am devastated as in a big time fucked up.Am hungry, Tired and on top of it did I really tell you guys that am feeling cold because that is what am feeling at the moment. Why you will ask? Because it is fucking raining cat and dogs here.
Atlest I was able to be spared with a few thousand dollars. Don't really know when it will last, if it can get me going over the couple of weeks before knowing what I will do but for now I have a few things in mind rent a hotel room and get enough McDonald's burger king with their fresh smoothies to go with it. Maybe I can get in touch with some of the bitches like me.
With that in mind I carried some of my luggages that is if you can call them luggages cause my dad is dead set on me living his house with nothing just some few stuffs that I got with my money by my self.
Walking on the way with a 4 month pregnancy, your luggages and under the rain you will understand that these was not really what I bargained for in the first place.
I contemplate going to my aunt sussy's place to crash the night there but am at odds with that her bigbreast bitchy daughter. Why u may ask because she said something like I stole her boyfriend in which I cannot remember the boyfriend she is talking about. Don't get me wrong am a beautiful girl that is what I hear everyday but I don't know if it is true or if it was because of my dad's wealth and reputation not that it matters any way because am without a father for the main time before I can figure out my way with my self but for now "EAT". Making my way into McDonald's burger king shop loo and behold I see the fucking son of a bitch that fucking destroyed my life in the first place smooching mouth with who the fuck MY BITCHY COUSIN SISTER COULD THIS DAY GO ANY WORSE.