It was really sad and I hated my life. As a child I remember darkness. Even just recalling it right now gives me tears though I don't cry very often. It was dark outside. Really, first thing that I recall is looking outside and seeing nothing. I'm not sure about age, maybe it's really before 5, but photos of me that were shown to me by my grandma isn't in my memory. Let's start with first thing that I remember. It's room. Kinda my first waking up I guess. In that room there was a bed/big long couch which I had for several(then we're thrown away by me), tv and two pistol. Of course these were just toys. I remember they had some candy 🍬 in them. Jelly beans? Kinda. So That's what I consider first. Kindergarten... I remember few things from there. I didn't want to be there. Because parents were not working on me I was watching tv and my fantasy was stupid. I remember how I broke linden tree branch,(or sth like that) it was yellow, smelled bad and I thought I were becoming a tree, and kindergarten staff said that I should eat soup and everything will be ok. I'm just recalling memories. Maybe I'll find something cool?
My "deer" toy were just stolen there. My dad tried to help me but it was useless. Russia is snowy, trees look like dead as well as soil. It always was! Even now. And it's all because of salt and stuff with it that were on this soil. I will try to leave pictures as story goes on. So I also remember how my dad were sending me to kindergarten and it was cold and snowy outside. Gosh, I'm afraid I will get into my deepest memories! Ok. So when we got to the kindergarten at 8 am it was pitch dark and I were the only one there. I remember a Christmas tree there, lol. So that's all that I remember from kindergarten.
There is a lot to say! My summer holidays! My boring tv watching! And how I learned what is wasd! Stay tuned!