Is it me or is it them...
Is it me or is it them...
Is it me or is it them...
Hi, I'm Daemon.
I'm not in the mood to tell you everything right now. But a lot of discrete events happened in my life and nothing interesting happened. It's complicated. I'll explain some of them when my mood improves.
I am engaged in making music, writing, playing the drums, writing poetry, and sometimes drawing surreal pictures.
I look like an interesting person, but I'm not.
I have self-confidence problems; I have traumas that prevent me from being completely myself in environments with lots of people. It's gotten to such a level that I don't even recognize myself anymore, (Boo, another generic quote!)
I get into an awkward standing position; I talk fast; I have no outstanding features other than my hobbies, and I have a lousy personality and a worldview.
From talking to my imaginary friends, I have depersonalization and derealization issues.
I have a dream to escape from reality, to live in the reality in my head. There are so many things that I can't write.
There are a lot of things I can't explain.
I want to do only one thing:
To explain
Getting people to care
provide their support
In short, to make people notice my work.
My music gets an average of 40 views. No one reads my books. I don't even think of publishing them since my poems are repetitive. No one answers the questions I ask about myself in Quora.
I am a selfish, self-centered person who hates people.
Here I am, unnoticed, maybe I even deserve it.