To: the.casgomezagmail.com
Subject: Letter G
I miss you today.
I just had my surgery. Just a minor surgery nothing to worry about but I really did miss you. I was silently wishing that my surgery got to you then maybe you'll decide to check up on me but, then I laugh it off thinking how impossible it was because when I got sprained back in high school you didn't even bother asking about it anyway so, why would I even hope you'll ask about my surgery.
But I'm not taking that against you because I know that you are now fulfilling your dreams and I couldn't be more proud of you.
I probably had a relapse from moving on from you. Curse this anesthesia! Making me think about you again. My dream made it even worse. The dream was about you getting all concern about me that you even visited me from the hospital but that's not even possible to happen since you are now across the country. Different timeline. Different place.
Sometimes its just blatantly annoying how could I miss you whenever I feel sick. Wishing you were here to comfort me, to make me laugh. It's just pathetic and silly.
You are probably thinking that I'm actually missing your action rather you yourself but you are wrong because many people tried to comfort me and made me laugh but it was never the same like how you did it.
Therefore, I miss you. I miss your existence.
But I'll settle with our memories. I'll settle hearing news about you from my friends from time to time. I'll settle keeping my distance.
A little more time and I'll stop missing you. A little more time I'll stop liking you. A little more time and everything will stop… I will finally stop loving you.
Just give me a little more time.
For now, I miss you.
Love,
The girl who longs for you