Eleanor dropped the journal when she read the last sentence, her fingers touching the pendant subconsciously. She used to know that this pendant was supposed to keep Ursa and other witches from finding her. Her mother had given it to her on her fifth birthday, the day that the horrifying incident occurred. She wondered if her mother had blocked her energies with this pendant. It could be the reason why the wounds were transferred to her every time she used her healing ability on someone who was injured.
She used to believe she was cursed or that she was not as powerful as her mother. It turned out that her mother used her spell on her to keep her energy low.
"Why, mamma?" She murmured, tears filling her eyes.