Chapter 34 - Empty sex

Raven

punches Saffran. Obviously. When he came to the hallway he saw Saffran punching

Norman. He couldn't bear it. So he acted n impulse. Saffran tried to lunge at

Raven but Alex came in front of him.

 

Norman can't

feel anything. The pain suddenly got dull. His aching heart feels like it died.

So this is it. All the time he spent with him means nothing. And Norman is

stupid enough to fall for this bastard.

 

Norman gets

up slowly. Everyone is seeing him with curious eyes. Saffran is looking at

him too holding his bruised jaw. Raven tries to take him away but Alex stops

him.

 

Norman

laughs. Humourless laugh which is laced with so much pain that it almost pricks

everyone's heart. He looks at Saffran with his tear stained eyes. There is

nothing but hatred and pain in them. His lower lip is bleeding slightly. With

shaky medium loud voice he says,

"You know

what? I was the most pathetic one in your bitch list. Cause I actually loved

you."

 

Norman leaves.

Immediately. Saffran doesn't even move from his spot. He keeps his legs and eyes

glued to the floor. Everyone is gossiping. That Saffran fucked Norman. Saffran

is gay. Even his friends come to him asking so many questions. They didn't

expect Norman to fall for hm. Neither they expected Norman to be in Saffran's

bitch list. Weren't they friends?

 

But Saffran

doesn't stay long. He neither answers his friend's questions. Jess calls for

him but he doesn't listen.  He goes to his

hideout.

 

......

 

Norman felt

like shit. After school he begged Raven to stay with him. He can't handle being

alone. He may break down anytime soon. He was humiliated in front of the whole

school. His nudes were viral. Saffran called him a.....fatherless fag. Just by

thinking about him, a pool of tears form in his eyes.

 

He is at his

lowest point. God knows what'll he do when he is alone. What'll he do when the

principal gets to know this and expels him from the school? What'll he do when

his mother will know about it? What if everyone humiliate his mother too? He

sits down on the road.

 

"Norman?!

You okay?" Raven says in a panicked voice. Norman can't utter any word. He is

sobbing uncontrollably. He wanna forget this pain. Forget these worries. He

runs towards his house. Raven runs after him too. When he goes inside of his

house he quickly locks himself in his room.

 

Raven is

scared what if he does something stupid? He bangs on his door. "Norman! Please

open the door! Don't do anything stupid! Please!" He can hear Norman's wailing

and sobbing. No matter what Norman is his precious friend. He is so angry at Saffran

that he wanna murder him. "Nor-" Norman opens the door.

 

And to

Raven's utter shock he kisses him. Norman was kissing his so desperately. He

can taste his salted tears. Raven couldn't hold himself back. He knows Norman

will regret it. "R-Rave. Please hold me! I can't bear this pain! It's too

much!" And he gives in. After all his lust for his body won. And now Norman is

personally asking him to hold him. He can't deny.

 

Deep inside

Norman knew he'll regret it. But the pain is so overwhelming he just wanna dive

into nothingness. Maybe he'll feel dirty later. But he won't stop now.

 

Raven kissed

him fervently. Norman too kissed back. A long make out session left both the

boys breathless. Norman tugs down Raven's zipper. But Raven holds his hand.

"You sure bout that?" Norman nods solemnly. Raven pushes Norman on the bed. He undresses

him too. He claims his body like some costly gold cause why not. Norman's pale

honey coloured skin was so smooth and soft to touch. He just wants to mark every

corner of his body. And of course he doesn't hold back. He gives him hickies, a

lot of hickies and it looked so beautiful on his skin that Raven wanted to photograph

it.

 

He trailed

kisses down to his belly and finally he stops on his dick. He tugs down the

zipper and takes him in his mouth. Norman wasn't hard but Raven determined to

give him all the pleasure he could.

 

Emptiness.

That's all Norman felt when Raven touched him. And that's all he needs right

now. He wants something that can distract his heart from the pain. This numb

feeling is sterilizing the ache of his heart which he is thankful for. He was

aroused nonetheless. After all Raven is pleasuring him with determination. And

this is the first time someone blew him. But Norman still feels that something

is missing. That this boy isn't the one he loves. He ignores it.

 

When he

reaches his climax he forgets all the pain. This numbness takes over his head.

"You wanna continue?" Raven asks wiping the cum from his mouth. Norman blushes

looking at his state. Raven is looking so hot. Even though he is not and will

never be like Saffran but he still satisfied him. Norman desperately wishes

that he can fall for him. Then all the pain comes again in waves. How Norman

loved that certain pretty boy. How he just betrayed him so easily. Panic raises

in his chest. 'Please stop!' He cries in his head.

 

"D-Do it

quickly!" Norman screams. Raven looks worried. "Norm. You okay?" "Yes. Please

do it! You don't need to prepare me." Raven looks taken aback. "But

it'll-""Please!" Norman cries. Raven does so. He can't see Norman in this

state. So he makes Norman sit on his lap and kisses him. Norman kisses back.

 

Then without

warning he pushes himself into Norman to which Norman screams out loud. "Shit!"

Raven groans after entering half of his d*ck. Tears are streaming like a

fountain from his eyes. "N-Norm...you okay?" "Keep going." Norman is glad he is

now distracted from those memories. Raven keeps on pushing himself which makes Norman

tears up more.

 

He can't

hear Raven's moan or calling out his name as the pain numbs him up. Raven holds

his body and pushes him up and down. When Raven hits his G-spot he sees stars.

Again he forgets about what happened at school as extreme pleasure takes over

his mind and body.

 

Raven

strokes his d*ck which brings extra sensation and he soon lets it all out

holding Raven's neck tightly. Raven takes out his d*ck as he didn't wear any

condom and jerks himself to chase his climax. When he is done they both lays on

the bed breathing hard.

 

Except the

throbbing pain down there and the haze of sex Norman doesn't feel anything. His

aching heart calms down a little.

 

Raw sex

really can make people forget everything.