Gnihzur had a relaxing expression on his face as he spoke to the girl who rejected him, "I figured it was something like that ever since your brother attack me that time when we were on our way to the Downworld. However, you can't keep living your life based on others' expectations alone Kwaserah. You have to choose for yourself; a choice that you are comfortable with and go after what you want.
It is possible that the choices we make may cause us great pain in the future as well as great joy. The fact is you'll never know until you try. You don't want to live your life regretting not taking that leap forward. It is better if you take that leap and appreciate it or regret taking it later. That way you would have learned from your experience.