Toshiba pov
It is so bloodless and dark, I have now not gotten anywhere but I felt like I lost hope. What have I completed? Why does the world hate me so much?
I look down at the wolf seeing it asleep, I use the few cloth I took with me to cowl it up. I stroll around looking for a place to stay.
I walked past many woods and I got here across a cave, I had no other choice than to go into it to remain for a while.
I look at the wolf for a second though.
How can I care for a wolf, it simply a wolf?I suppose the first-rate factor to do is to kill it, how can I give delivery to a child that isn't human at all, why does it feel like I have been rejected.
I place the wolf on the floor, I went out and look up at the sky. I simply wanted to die and overlook this world. I was once a warrior without no concern and hate but now am just like a slave trying to combat for life, tomorrow I will headed to my father land and I pray matters didn't get out of hand.
I sat close to the woods thinking about my existence and that of the wolf.
I feel asleep without knowing, I had a extraordinary dream again about the wolf however this time in human form, it was a boy and he was so cute, I noticed him searching at me with those lovely eyes, i stroll close to he making an attempt to get a proper view at him. I felt his hand on mine and a cute smile on his face. At the second I felt like a mother, but I was so confused, first a wolf now a boy, what 's going on. He took my hands and started out leading me to an unknown destination, I looked around and saw how lovely it was once I felt so completely happy that I by no means want to leave this area ever again.
Mother, I heard him say. I looked at him and seeing him call me mother I felt like crying.
Mother, please do not cry now, I will by no means make you unhappy or damage you. I saw how absolutely everyone handled you, even father, I hated the way Mima and her teenagers make you suffer, but Mother, you need not to worry, I am with you and usually with you, I will always protect you and make certain no one hurts you anymore mother. You have accept me for who I am. Listen to me mother, the combat between you and Mima is no longer over, for what I did to her daughter Mia, she's looking for a way to kill you.
I felt so scared that I didn't understand what to say. All that his announcing is it actually true or am I just dreaming, I look up at the boy who called me mother. I gave birth to a wolf, not a boy, I took my hands off him and return away. I can't believe what he's saying. What if all this was just a funny story and any person is messing with my mind? I saw him making an attempt to hold me but I refused.
Mother , why are you going away from me?
After hearing him say that I commenced searching for a way to get out of whatever place I am.
Am no longer your mother, I know my child. You do not look something like him. My baby is a wolf, a wolf that was region in my womb, I cry whilst speaking. I continually desired a baby that I can see his/her smile but I was bless with a wolf, even if my toddler isn't always human I until sense a connection with it. I smile whilst questioning about it.
I appear up at him seeing searching to worried, did I make him sad.
Mother you might now not accept the true with me but soon you will come to know, however mom please do now not go to your father residence you will solely get humiliated, one day mom I will let you recognize the truth that lies on all this and the history about me however mother if you do have confidence for your wolf son don't go to your father land.
I felt so angry that at that second I desired to hit him, who is he why will he just keep coming To my dream and announcing all these thing.
I do not know you, however I do know you are a fantastic person. You speak about Mima however she is not that variety of an individual that can simply go into killing someone, she might hate me however she might not attempt killing me, and as for my dad he loves me and he will accept me..
He didn't say anything but simply kept looking at me and the next thing I heard.
WAKE UP.
I woke up feeling so tried, I be mindful I left my infant internal inside the cave all night t and slept here outside the woods. As I stood up to go check on my wolf infant I felt some thing on my lap, I look down seeing the wolf asleep on my lap. I was confuse how did it come out and stroll all the way to me. I went back again to the dream I had. I look at the wolf thinking it surely a human.
I stood up picking it and setting it on my back, the fabric which I use on the preceding night time I use it in helping the wolf at my back. I walk headed to my father land.
Will he take me again or must I simply go to another land, I although of what the boy stated in my dream, I didn't care all I prefer is a vicinity I can lay my head to rest.
After some hours I came face to the land I was heading to.
WELCOME TO THE SUNGI LAND.
I smile wondering of how to see my father once again. Oh how I miss him and mom.