No one knows how Jane feels only she and God knows. Jane left the room in a hurry to the parking lot and drove off in her car. During the trip Jane just daydreamed there was an indescribable feeling in her heart.
TINNN TINNNNNN.
"Wow, hurry up, that green light!" Shouts the rear car.
God, Jane was daydreaming so much that she didn't even notice the light was green. Then Jane hit the gas again. I don't know why but seeing Tae with Val always hurts so much for Jane.
Jane has to refocus on work. There's a lot of work piled up today because Teo isn't around. But as best he could, he tried to focus, but he couldn't, without realizing that Jane's tears were flowing.
"Ma'am ma'am," someone called.
"Oh yeah why?" Jane asked.
"Ma'am I've been calling."
"Sorry sorry I was a little out of focus," Jane replied.
"Are you still crying?"
"E-eh?" Jane hastily wiped her tears.
"Why are you there?"
"It's okay, I just got the news," said Jane with a smile.
"Oh, I hope it's not a bad thing, sis, until you cry like that."
"Yeah, so what's wrong?" Jane asked again.
"This is the report that you asked for before the break."
"Oh, let me see," said Jane, looking around.
"Okay, I accept this report, thank you," Jane continued with a smile.
"Yes ma'am you're welcome, but are you okay?"
Jane smiled, "No daddy."
"Then I'll go back to the room first, ma'am, excuse me."
"Yes," answered Jane shortly.
Come on, Jane, focus on a lot of work today, don't be a crybaby, you're the backbone of the family now, Jane said to herself.
Drrtttt drrrtttt.
Jane looked at her cell phone. It was a call from Lee. "Hello," said Jane.
"Hello Jane, are you still in the hospital?" Lee asked.
"No, I'm already at the office." Answered Jane.
"Then who is the idiot with?" Lee asked again.
"The past," replied Jane.
"Her past?" Lee asked repeating Jane's words.
"Yes."
"Don't tell me he's with Lili again?" Guess Lee.
"Yeah, he's with Lili again."
"Tch, you don't know you're shy, kid, you still don't get close to Tae. Even though he used to go alone, now he comes as he pleases, there's no sin, kid." Lee was annoyed.
"Come on, Lee, maybe there's a reason why he left Tae." Answered Jane.
"It's not like that, Jane, if that idiot gets upset again, we're the ones who have a hard time knowing that he's going to try to kill himself." Lee said.
In the past Tae had attempted suicide after being left by Lili without clarity five years ago, Tae tried hard to find Lili. But unfortunately, as if swallowed by the earth, Lili just disappeared.
Then the second suicide attempt when his late father lived. Tae once tried to drink rat poison in his room, fortunately at that time it was discovered by Lee who was visiting Teo's house.
"But that's when his father died."
"Yes, indeed, she is not strong enough to leave Jane with the two people she loves," explained Lee.
"Come on, Lee, don't be like that, let Tae choose if Lili really wants to be close to him again, Tae isn't Lee's little kid, he can tell the difference." said Jane.
"So what about you yourself? You have been hanged for years without any status. If he could really choose, he should have chosen you, who has been accompanying him until now, not that woman!" Lee said getting annoyed.
"Come on Lee, I'm not in the mood to talk about this and I also have a lot of work right now." Said Jane.
"Yes but-" Tutt tuttt Jane hung up before Lee continued lecturing her.
It was after Lili left. Jane was always by Tae's side initially to encourage him to get back to his normal life. But somehow over time something grew in Jane's heart, namely feelings of affection and love for Tae.
Jane realizes that she shouldn't fall in love with someone who hasn't been able to forget her past. But what can you do? Love just came like spring in Jane's heart.
It blooms like a beautiful Anemone flower. Anemone flowers symbolize hope and waiting. Just as Jane was waiting and expecting Tae. But it seems this time the flower is not growing beautifully as usual.
Jane knew sooner or later Lili would return to Tar. She had to be prepared for what happened. Jane didn't want to ruin the friendship she had built just because of love. Because for Jane love doesn't mean having to have, even though it sounds cliché but that's what happened to Jane.
If any of you ask why Jane doesn't express her feelings to Tae. It was because Jane was afraid, not afraid of rejection but fear of the repercussions after she confessed her feelings to Tae. It's like everything goes wrong but this is love, sometimes it can be so happy but sometimes it's also so painful.
Thinggg … Message notification sound. "I'll come to your apartment later," said Lee's message.
Jane was lazy to reply to messages from Lee because it was useless forbidding her to come, the child was so stupid.
The sun slowly descended from the earth, its light was now replaced by the beautiful moonlight. Under the beautiful moonlight there is a woman who is sad. He is sad that his current situation is not about work, nor wealth but this is about unrequited love.
"Why did you come to my apartment? Don't bother," Jane sneered when she saw Lee was in front of her apartment door.
"You're such a bastard, watch out, just get out of the way," Lee stepped into Jane's apartment.
"Hey you, just play around with someone's apartment," said Jane annoyed.
"Is there no food? I'm hungry because," said Lee nonchalantly, "Huh, what's in your fridge, there's only eggs and milk," Lee continued.
"What? Playing with someone's fridge," said Jane, closing the refrigerator.
"I'm hungry, there's no food like that," Lee said as he walked to the sofa.
"There isn't any!" Jane replied annoyed.
"Order pizza! I want to eat pizza," said Lee, telling Jane.
"You just ordered and ordered me again.." Jane replied.
"Ah, hurry up, I'll pay for the order later," said Lee forcing.
"It's true that you pay, just watch out and ask to be paid.. I'll kick you out too!" Threaten Jane.
"Yes, yes, naughty."
"I've already ordered," said Jane, showing her cellphone screen.
"Good job!" Lee replied while continuing to watch the movie, I don't know what movie Lee was watching but it seemed like an action movie.
Silence began to occur there was no conversation between the two. Lee was so focused on watching movies and eating pizza, while Jane was busy with her cellphone.
"So there's something you want to talk about?" Lee asked suddenly.
"What are you talking about is not very clear," said Jane.
Lee just stared at Jane. "Did you see look? Like huh!" Jane continued in an annoyed tone.
"I know everything Jane ..." Lee said.