There I was on the streets' Drunk and weak and weary trying to walk off the pain I cant endure...Living a life of a dreary loop. Walking back home in this state of pain, like always regretting my past, and dreaming of what I could have achieved in this dull life as tears start to flow.

I wish I could be like a fish and forget everything within seconds... I shouldn't wish for the impossible, I'm just a miserable middle-aged man I don't have any power to achieve anything anymore I gave up on happiness long ago...I cried and cried until I had no more tears to cry.

I walked and walked It felt like an eternity...

...Wait

My drunk self finally realized that I was here and here and here again and again...In a true loop, without even realizing I-I started to run...I didn't know why my body was moving subconsciously going to the end and back to the start running in a loop...And then...I saw a Light...