Standing in front of his room's gate , he was adjusting his clothes. His face was all nervous and flustered because it was his first time giving something to a woman. Not even in his previous life he has ever gifted anyone, and he is absolutely sure the body he was in currently had no such intentions of gifting anyone.
'I think my hair is a bit messy...' He mumbled and looked at himself in the magical mirror. He got more irritated because his clothes were having blood spots.
He pulled his hair in frustration and untied his robe, changing into a clean robe instantly with magic.
He took a deep breath and pulled the door open. He looked for Yu Yan but she was not in the room. He stepped outside the balcony and saw her gazing effortlessly in the darkness.
Right now she seemed to be lonely but at the same time she was also giving a hint that she wants to stay alone.
He walks back to the bed and unties his robe. 'She is not happy to get married to me. Should I try to send her back?'
Zhong struggled with his thoughts but he also wanted to keep her by his side, never letting go of her. She should be only his woman...he wanted to have her whole. And in this struggle, his greed wins the brait.
Evil smile lifted his right corner of lip. He walked back to the balcony and grabbed Yu Yan by her wrist and pulled her inside.
"Ah.. W-Who..oh My L-Lord.."
She murmured in her fragile voice.
For some reason , Zhong was extremely irritated by her. He held her shoulders and glanced into her eyes. "Didn't I tell you to call me Xing?"
Trembling Yu Yan looks into his deadful red eyes. Her body jerked again and again in terror.
"I-I..am.. s-sorry... X-Xing.."
Zhong shook his head in distress. He was not able to understand what was that woman's problem. How can he make her happy... when will she call his name freely.
He sat on the bed and let his body rest for a bit on the soft mattress. His right arm covered his face while he was thinking about how to make Yu Yan comfortable around him. Because every time he meets her , she has an expression like he will kill her.
Suddenly he felt soft touches on his chest. He looks and gets startled. She was doing it again. What does she want to prove? That he was always there with her to do that thing! He quickly gets a blanket and covers her naked body.
He gets out of the bed and picks up Yu Yan's clothes and keeps them near her.
He thought of leaving, he didn't want to hurt her. The first night of marriage ,he discovered that she was a virgin, so it will be hard to do that with her repeatedly.
But his hand was held by Yu Yan. She has teary eyes and it seems like she will burst into tears anytime soon. "X-Xing... P-Please don't go... I-I will s- satisfy you.."
"What are you talking about? Who said I'm not satisfied with you?" Zhong couldn't understand what she was thinking the whole day in her small head. He just can't figure out why she needs to be so persistent enough to sleep with him.
He was not irritated by her actions but he was ashamed of himself , because of his cruelty Yu Yan thinks he will kill her if she doesn't meet his brutal satisfaction.
"Ugh" He sighed and pulled his hand from hers. Giving her an annoyed look he was leaving...
Yu Yan ran behind him , but due to the blanket wrapped over her she fell down.
Zhong turned back, he saw her lying on the floor...her eyes.. she was crying. He immediately rushed to her , picked her up and made her sit on the bed.
"Are you hurt?"
Yu Yan nods her head in no. He felt relieved by her response.
His eyes roamed on her, the glimpse of her round bosoms made him stiff. The trembling lips, as red as his eyes, enchanted his thoughts. He wanted to crush those lips with his but he can't. Yu Yan will never be happy with him if he kisses her on the lips. She always ignored him when they did that. Not even trying to stop him or even looking at him.
Her ignorance was unavoidable, driving him crazy for her.
He climbed up close to her and wrapped her under his heavy body. No matter how hard one controls the desire...it will surely take over one's actions.
"Ah... X-Xing P-Please s-slow..."
Yu Yan moaned , tears rolling down her cheeks. She was in pain because Zhong was applying more force on her.
"Dammit, don't make such moans..it will only excite me more!" He cursed and continued, they both got covered into sweat, panting for breath.
For Yu Yan it was a strange feeling... a strange sensation which she was experiencing for the first time in her life. Nobody told her about these things..not even her mother. She was only advised to satisfy Lord Zhong. Poor thing, how could she know that satisfying someone was to get unimaginable pain in the deepest body part which was hidden from her reach.
Her body was always covered in layers of clothes, and today she was naked. The clothes now hold no value to her when her life is already in the hands of others. The pain was increasing, she felt her insides tearing off.
She wanted to stop him, she wanted to disappear from there...but she can't do that. She has nowhere to go...Tears of agony covered her broken heart.
For Zhong this was a struggle between his heart and greed. He knows that Yu Yan will never love him_the bloodthirsty deity. But still he wanted to love her, protect her. The delicate woman who stole his heart in just one glance... melting his cold heart.
The feeling of getting engulfed inside her was overpowering. He never could stop himself from giving her pain... He does that over and over again until he gets satisfied... But she never stopped him , why was she not hesitating? In other words it seemed like she had given her body but her soul was still within her.