While laying on floor looking at the ceiling watching as the ceiling fan goes round and round, I question myself
'what am I doing with my life'
I'm already 20 but I still don't have a clear goal in life, all of my friends are already starting to fulfill their dreams, some of them are even in a relationship planning to have a family and here I am still single
'Broke and single'
I let out a sigh and started rising from floor heading to the bathroom, after taking a shower and fixing myself I looked at the mirror
What I saw was a dissapointment, someone who can't even do anything, someone even hookers won't fuck, someone people won't notice when missing
That's what I feel everytime I look in the mirror, I continue to look at myself for a few seconds before going out of the bathroom and putting my clothes on
It's already a daily routine for me, questioning my self, looking at my reflection and degrading my own existence , there were even times I thought about committing suicide but I always give up about it, I just think I might figure out what I want to be someday but not today
As I get ready to go to class packing my things in the bag, something caught my attention
It's my phone at the table near my laptop, it's not broken or anything, on the contrary it looks brand new
The screen that was supposed to be riddled with cracks is as smooth as mirror and the back that was previously color black is now silver
I was confused for a second, did I got my phone switched with someone else? But I didn't drink yesterday and I was still using it last night
"OUCH!"
I went to pick up the phone but when I touched it I was electrocuted, I stumble backwards landing in my ass, my head was fuzzy and I feel drained with all my energy
Only after a couple of minutes did I manage to recover and take a look at myself, although I feel tired it doesn't look like anything weird happened to me until I look at my hand, My left hand although it feels alright i have an "S" on my palm that is slowly disappearing
I looked at the weird phone with confusion, although it looks like it's brand new but it appears to be broken from the inside and instead of leaving burnt marks it left a symbol in my hand that is slowly disappearing
While looking at it Imagined those MC in the novels read and how they encountered an item that changed their life and how they became the best
'is this what I been waiting for'