Amsic: Where am I? why am i here?

Amsic after receiving that strong stress, due to the strange presence that was there, forgot almost everything. . . except for! that strange and strong presence

Amsic: Looks like I'm in a city. . . however, everything is so gloomy: the houses tend towards dark grey, the people are sad or have no desire to do anything

Amsic, after taking a quick look around, decided to walk, to see if he could gain any information on where he was and why he was there.

Amsic: ah everything is so boring here. (!!!) went all white what happened

Amsic despite being scared, understood that something that was no longer "boring" had happened. . . then he continued his walk

Amsic: it's all white. . . I'm alone. . . why now? . . . no I've always been alone

Amsic thinks this way because of all the whiteness and silence that was there, in a nutshell they drove him crazy

Amsic :there are some people! I know it's not exactly the perfect time but . . . if i could talk to him. . . maybe we could become friends! and maybe and maybe I could even figure out why it's all white

:They Betrayed You

Amsic: Maybe it's better not to go to them, but if I could just make 1 or 2 friends

:You have been Judged

Amsic: I would say no. . .

2 hours have now passed since the last time Amsic and the presence":" spoke. . . and in the meantime: Amsic sat down, still trying to figure out who that presence that voice belonged to.

Amsic: Of course it's really boring here. . . what is it that i like? let me think. . . a yes! I loved playing!

Amsic almost immediately after saying that statement, a pianola appeared from that absolute white.

: it has caused you trauma and playing it will bring it back to you

Amsic: It would just make me sad huh? I would say that being sad is not my passion

Amsic: Are you asking me to be friends? There is no prob-

:Get out

Amsic: no thanks I would say that, for now I'm not in the mood for a new friend

That person who came to make friends is now gone

Amsic: there is no one left . . . I'm just like an abandoned dog, we could say. But I'm not good enough to be able to make an abandoned animal face

: you're really a disappointment you know? you couldn't stay with anyone

Amsic: it's true I'm alone but who do you think is to blame

:are you blaming me?

Amsic: yes I'm blaming you

: what you have to do now is simple

Amsic: do you know what I have to do?

:Of course I know but you'll have to do what I tell you

Amsic: okay I'm with it

after all that had happened, although he was frustrated to agree with that particular presence, he trusted her to be able to move forward, even if he will soon regret it

:the first thing you have to do is stop hoping

Amsic: okay I'll stop hoping, in fact I've already stopped hoping, I can no longer hope for anything or anyone

:stop believing

Amsic was shaken by what that presence had said, seeing him in the most tragic situations or when he felt alone. . . he always prayed to god to feel better but now that Amsic is dead

Amsic: I'm fine. . . I no longer believe in anyone, not even god in such a situation. . . it could help me

a Mask appeared on the "floor" of that white and one could also see something that had the same fluidity as the sea like an abyss

:do you see that?

Amsic: what do you mean the white mask that is on the ground?

:That's right, it's a very special mask! because it will make you see perfectly, outside but the others won't see anything behind that mask

Amsic: a! I actually understand it's a nice gift. . .

Knowing that no one would be able to see his face, he burst into tears in despair, looking like a newborn baby

:I know! that this is not really . . . the best moment, but you still have to do one last thing for me: and that is to go in there

Amsic: An abyss. . .

Amsic wasn't even thinking about it anymore, he probably would have gone in there even without the "warning" of his presence

Amsic: I'm destroyed, the only trace left of me is: this one mask!

: you know that even if they find that mask again, they won't remember you, right?

; : \\\\\\\\\\\\\\Amsic: so what should I do? I don't even have the strength to laugh, and I can't even cry because of what happened, when you gave me that mask!

:so now what do you want to do since your soul is broken?

Amsic: It's as simple as I said I have no strength to laugh, I have no tears to cry, I only have hands to write.

:ah I see well if that's okay with you so I guess I won't bother you for now

We are still in the abyss but a few hours have already passed, perhaps even half a day and therefore something to say arises spontaneously in Amsic's head

Amsic: This abyss seems to have no end, I believe that even the most confident person would be broken if they were in this situation.

:don't you think that Happiness is now a meaningless thing? think about it! in a situation like this if you would continue to be happy you are 2 things: either a masochist to levels that shouldn't even exist or a madman.

Amsic: Could you please stop saying weird things? you are disgusting me! and then I don't even remember. . . when I felt really happy

:Empty this is the only thing I understand and see coming out of your mouth

Amsic: Already expect from my mouth?

:yes someone picked up the mask and now i can see your face

Amsic: Am I wrong or did you say that now you can see the tears?

:yes he undoubtedly said that

In that moment Amsic and that strange aura felt more in sync than ever but the moment didn't last long

Amsic: mask person if you keep hearing me listen carefully!!!

I can't do it anymore! you can't learn, To go back to being what you were before!

:it seems he can't even hear it anymore

after what happened Amsic felt again with a little energy and will to live but then he also realized that there was something strange and it is

Amsic: some water? how did water get to such a place

:oi even those who live here need food and water to survive at least

Amsic decided to taste that strange water to understand where it came from

Amsic: it is salty it is sea water

:You're right already

Amsic: wait a second is it just me or are YOU merging with me?

:but how did you realize it only now?

Amsic: are you telling me . . . you've been doing this the longest!??!What he said is undoubtedly correct, in fact that strange aura has started to blend with Amsic since their first meeting, however since he was going very slowly he hadn't noticed it until now.

:yes and know that I also feel your cravings, of any kind and I must say that you have a lot of them

Amsic: Excuse me, I'm still male, I also have the right to think dirty thoughts, don't you think?

: yes yes don't worry, what I mean is the greatest desire, that is your desire to die could you explain it to me?

Amsic: I think I can explain it to you, I'm not living anymore. . . i'm surviving! which is completely different.

:so you gonna blame me for this?

Amsic: no, if I'm here it's my fault, but it's a pity that you don't care

:don't worry, go ahead, but I won't tell you what I think! until the end!

amsic: so i was saying if i die i will die having understood that i was the one who brought me here and no one else

:Are you insinuating that I'm you?

Amsic: Am I wrong?

Cisma: actually you are not wrong, I could literally say that I am you, as if I were a "negative" part of you